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thoughts about my life
Jul. 18th, 2013 04:21 pmThis is a post about something that has been bothering me. Warnings for homophobia.
( just a bunch of stuff about my life here )
( just a bunch of stuff about my life here )
I have to rewatch Jericho
Jul. 9th, 2012 03:58 pmI swear writing used to be easy. Like, I could sit down and write shit and be done. But now, I actually have to think things through and go "who the fuck even says that" and all that nonsense. It makes for better writing and I've been told I've improved since I started here. Not going to lie, I did improve. A lot. I didn't suck, I just got better. Anyway, that aside, I can't get my head to work properly.
Remember that time when all I ever wrote were dystopian/post-apocalyptic/angst/anythingbutfluff? I want it back. Now. I have this fic to get done before the 15th and nothing is going the way I want it to go. Also, Minho.
Fuck Choi Minho.
Not because I hate the guy or anything, because he's stupidly handsome and I kind of want to have my own one day. But, when you have Minho in a fic and there's the rest of shinee in it too, it's impossible for me to go "oh, okay, let's write minkey OR onho OR jongho." My brain kind of wants MINHO + EVERYONE INCLUDING THAT LAMPPOST.
So, this is me going to watch Jericho because SERIOUSLY I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY THAT SHOW WAS CANCELLED. It is, sincerely, the best post-apocalyptic show I have ever seen. I include The Walking Dead in that. Oh, oh, you know what? If I can't get my fic to work I am writing zombies.
THAT IS ALL.
Also, anyone know any good legends/myths that you could potentially write porn based off of? I'm in![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
summerpornathon for the Merlin fandom and my brain hurts. Nothing Greek/Roman if it can be helped unless the Roman stuff is unique to Rome and is in no way part of Greece. Help?
Remember that time when all I ever wrote were dystopian/post-apocalyptic/angst/anythingbutfluff? I want it back. Now. I have this fic to get done before the 15th and nothing is going the way I want it to go. Also, Minho.
Fuck Choi Minho.
Not because I hate the guy or anything, because he's stupidly handsome and I kind of want to have my own one day. But, when you have Minho in a fic and there's the rest of shinee in it too, it's impossible for me to go "oh, okay, let's write minkey OR onho OR jongho." My brain kind of wants MINHO + EVERYONE INCLUDING THAT LAMPPOST.
So, this is me going to watch Jericho because SERIOUSLY I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY THAT SHOW WAS CANCELLED. It is, sincerely, the best post-apocalyptic show I have ever seen. I include The Walking Dead in that. Oh, oh, you know what? If I can't get my fic to work I am writing zombies.
THAT IS ALL.
Also, anyone know any good legends/myths that you could potentially write porn based off of? I'm in
summerpornathon for the Merlin fandom and my brain hurts. Nothing Greek/Roman if it can be helped unless the Roman stuff is unique to Rome and is in no way part of Greece. Help?Title: One big fucked up family (or the one where Kyuhyun goes all psycho)
Pairing: Main: KyuMin, ShiChulMi, YeHan, also many, many other pairings.
Genre: thriller, smut, au
Rating: R (for smut and serious shit)
Summary: Kyuhyun did this because he wanted to. He did it because he had to do. He needed it like everyone else needed to breathe.
Warning: I usually don't bitch about this, but this requires it. Blood, mentions of character death, mentions of pleasure associated with killing, non descriptive character death, drug use, seriousshit stuff.
Note: DO NOT READ WITHOUT READING THE WARNINGS. I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR CRAP ABOUT THIS AT THE END. THE WARNINGS ARE THERE FOR A REASON
( They wanted the smoke that was making everything fuzzy. They wanted the rush, the absolute liberation, the freedom. They wanted that release, the kind that made your heart rate increase, made your hands sweaty, the kind that made your body shake, claw at anything as you reached that ultimate high, that place where it was like nothing else. )
Pairing: Main: KyuMin, ShiChulMi, YeHan, also many, many other pairings.
Genre: thriller, smut, au
Rating: R (for smut and serious shit)
Summary: Kyuhyun did this because he wanted to. He did it because he had to do. He needed it like everyone else needed to breathe.
Warning: I usually don't bitch about this, but this requires it. Blood, mentions of character death, mentions of pleasure associated with killing, non descriptive character death, drug use, serious
Note: DO NOT READ WITHOUT READING THE WARNINGS. I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR CRAP ABOUT THIS AT THE END. THE WARNINGS ARE THERE FOR A REASON
( They wanted the smoke that was making everything fuzzy. They wanted the rush, the absolute liberation, the freedom. They wanted that release, the kind that made your heart rate increase, made your hands sweaty, the kind that made your body shake, claw at anything as you reached that ultimate high, that place where it was like nothing else. )
