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Things Happen I 8/14
A/N: Hey there my blue winged angels <3 I am going a bit overboard aren't I? Well, whatever, because I love you all. So, here you go my precious darlings. Enjoy this chapter too. You guys deserve it =) OH AND ALSO MY BABY ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
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Hankyung was aware that his grip on Heechul must be painful, but he didn’t let go. He didn’t even care that he had left Eunhyuk with Donghae. Well, he did, but all he could think of at the moment was how Donghae had his hands all over Heechul. He saw their lips pressed together and Heechul hadn’t even tried to move him.
“Hankyung?” Heechul asked tentatively.
He didn’t answer, mostly because he was too angry. He just opened the nearest door and shoved Heechul inside. He slammed the door shut and pushed Heechul against it. He thought he would be able to talk to Heechul, but he couldn’t. He kept seeing him and Donghae. He saw how Donghae’s hands roamed Heechul’s body. He saw the way Heechul touched his face. He turned away and started pacing.
“Hankyung?” Heechul tried again.
Hankyung turned. He walked towards Heechul, his hands shaking. Looking at Heechul was a bad idea. He ended up slamming his fists on either side of Heechul’s head. He wished he had hit Donghae harder. He should have grounded him to a pulp and watched him crawl away. But, that wasn’t right. He had lost his temper. It wasn’t like him to hit. But, Heechul, anything to do with Heechul always drove him insane.
“Your mine.” He growled none too gently. “Mine.”
Hankyung didn’t know what came over him. One second he was trying to calm down and the next he had Heechul pressed tightly against the door. His lips crashed down on Heechul’s and he kissed him, none of the usual softness was there. He was aggressive almost violent. He bit down on Heechul’s lip and ignored Heechul when he tried to pull away.
“Mine.” He said moving on to Heechul’s neck. “You’re mine.”
“Hankyung.” Heechul called out his voice shaky. “Stop.”
But, Hankyung didn’t stop. His hands moved lower down Heechul’s side. He moved his hands under Heechul’s shirt and pressed his fingers into the soft skin on Heechul’s hip.
“I’m not going to stop.” Hankyung said. “I’m not going to stop until I have you screaming my name, until everyone here knows who you belong to. You’re mine Heechul, mine.”
Hankyung dropped to his knees. He started fumbling with Heechul’s pants, but two hands stopped him. Hankyung looked up and finally met Heechul’s eyes. They were wide, scared.
“Please, don’t.”
Hankyung tried to reason with himself and couldn’t. He just went back to what he was doing.
“Hankyung, wait.” Heechul said again, his voice trembling.
And it was the voice more than anything that made him stop. He took a deep breath as he stood up and turned away.
“Hankyung.” Heechul called to him when he said nothing.
“Why?” he asked eyes closed in an attempt to calm down.
“I didn’t know he was going to do that.” Heechul whispered.
“Why didn’t you stop him?” he asked opening his eyes.
“Hankyung.” Heechul whispered. “You’re kind of scaring me.”
Hankyung exhaled and walked away. He ran a hand though his hair roughly. He didn’t want to scare Heechul. He knew Heechul was right. He hadn’t done anything. It was all Donghae, Donghae who was probably laughing with Yoona.
“Move.” He said walking to the door.
“Where are you going?” Heechul asked softly.
“I’m going to kill Donghae.” He said.
He looked at Heechul in time to see the small smirk. It was enough to stop Hankyung. He looked down at Heechul. The smirk was clearly visible now as he raised his head.
“What?” Hankyung asked.
“What was that?”
“What was what?”
“You punched Donghae.” Heechul smirked.
Hankyung was momentarily distracted by Heechul’s hand on his belt.
“What are you doing?” Hankyung asked.
“I can’t believe you were jealous.”
“Don’t remind me.” Hankyung snapped. “He touched you. What the hell was that Heechul? What the fucking hell?”
“Mm,” Heechul whispered looping a finger through Hankyung’s belt.
Hankyung let Heechul pull him closer. He wasn’t angry anymore. How could ever be angry at Heechul? It was unfair really. Heechul had those big dark eyes. There was something in them that made Hankyung want to forget. He moved so that he had Heechul pressed against the door, their faces inches from each other.
“Don’t let anyone touch you again, understand? I’m the only one who can ever touch you like that. You’re mine Kim Heechul. Mine.” He whispered.
“I love it when you’re jealous.” Heechul murmured running his hands over Hankyung’s stomach.
Hankyung closed his eyes. He let himself feel Heechul’s touch. He sighed as Heechul’s hands moved up his stomach and chest, over his shoulders and around his neck.
“Now I know why you love it when I’m jealous.”
“Hm? You do?” Hankyung asked looking down at Heechul.
“Yes.” Heechul whispered moving a hand to Hankyung’s hair. “You’re so damn sexy when you’re jealous.”
Hankyung’s laugh was low and slightly breathless. He tugged Heechul closer as he leaned down. Their lips were millimeters from each other when Hankyung put a finger to Heechul’s lips. He laughed at the outrage in Heechul’s face.
“What?” Heechul snapped.
“You smell like Donghae. How do expect me to kiss you after you and him exchanged saliva?”
“Shut up.”
“Make me.”
Heechul’s smirk sent Hankyung’s heart racing. This time when Heechul’s hand moved to his hair, he let their lips met.
***
Yesung’s hand still stung even though it had been almost half an hour since he had hit Donghae. It wasn’t so much the punch that hurt, but his guilty conscious that kept telling him that it should. He knew he shouldn’t have done it, but Donghae deserved it. He’d seen Eunhyuk’s dead eyes and he knew Donghae deserved it.
“Yesung?”
He spun around. His heart thumped loudly as Ryeowook walked in. Yesung loved watching Wookie. He liked how even though the other man was smaller, he seemed more confident. He walked like nothing in the world would ever make him change how he thought. And Yesung loved Wookie’s short dark hair.
“Wookie.” He said.
“Are you alright?”
“No, actually, I’m not alright. I’m guilty.” Yesung answered.
“You wouldn’t be guilty if you hadn’t hit Donghae.”
Yesung frowned. “That’s funny. That almost sounded like you were telling me I was wrong.”
“I am.” Ryeowook said. “You shouldn’t have hit Donghae.”
Yesung laughed. He was angry, yes. He was angry at Donghae, angry at Wookie for even suggesting that he had done wrong. He had overreacted, but he thought it was called for.
“I don’t understand.” Yesung said.
“Yeah? That’s new.”
Yesung knew Wookie didn’t mean it. He saw the apology in Wook’s eyes as soon as the words were out of his mouth. Still, it hurt.
“Yesung, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean that.”
“No, you meant it. And I can understand that you would side with your friend, but have you thought about what he did?”
“He had his reasons.”
Yesung raised an eyebrow. “Reasons? You think there are reasons for what he did? What if it had been Eunhyuk? What if Eunhyuk made Donghae fall in love with him then did that to him? Would you be able to smile at Eunhyuk if he gave Donghae a ring in the morning and dumped him the day after they were together?”
“No.” Wookie said. “But can you really believe that after a year of going out, Donghae could throw it all away?”
“Yes.” Yesung said. “Yes I do.”
“So, if I were to tell you that I don’t love you after what we’ve gone through, you would believe me?”
Yesung frowned. When had this become about them? He watched Wookie and saw a question in his eyes. He knew that his answer would do or undo their relationship. It was nerve wrecking in a way, but he knew the answer Wookie wanted and he knew the answer he wanted to give. And they were the same.
“I wouldn’t. But, Eunhyuk believed him.”
“Yesung.” Wookie pleaded. “He had his reasons.”
“Well, if that’s how you feel then you should go with your friend and I’ll go with mine.”
Yesung didn’t mean it. He loved Wookie. He didn’t want to lose him. But, Wookie had made it personal and he needed to know what Wookie thought.
“No.” Ryeowook whispered reaching for Yesung’s face. “Don’t make this about us.”
Yesung sighed. He put his head against Ryeowook’s. They stayed that way for a while, just looking at each other. Yesung spoke first.
“I’m not saying I agree, but I love you. I don’t want to fight over something that’s not about us.”
“Good because I love you too.”
***
Donghae didn’t look after Hankyung and Heechul. His jaw hurt on both sides now. But, even that wasn’t enough to distract him from the man in front of him. Eunhyuk still had his back to him. He wanted to run to him and hold him. It was almost too much. He arms were aching to hug Eunhyuk, to run his hands though that short black hair.
“Eunhyuk.” He whispered before he could stop himself.
Donghae took a shaky breath. He wanted to hit himself. Why had he called him? Why? He didn’t want Eunhyuk to turn. He prayed that Eunhyuk would ignore him and leave. But, he didn’t have that much luck. Eunhyuk turned and Donghae saw the red rimmed eyes.
“You were crying?” he asked voice soft.
“That’s a stupid question.” Eunhyuk muttered.
Donghae felt his heart clench. Eunhyuk’s voice was so cold, so emotionless, so empty.
“Are you crying because of me?” He asked for no reason other than because he wanted to hear Eunhyuk’s voice.
“Were you normally this stupid or is Yoona finally getting to you?”
And then Donghae couldn’t do it anymore. He had never been strong. He would never be strong. He just wanted to be comforted. He wanted Eunhyuk.
“I am stupid, hyukkie.” He whispered knowing that Eunhyuk heard every word. “I am so stupid for hurting you. I love you. You have to know that.”
Donghae stepped forward. He wanted to close the distance between them. He wanted to hold Eunhyuk against him. He turned his pleading eyes on him, but the look in the other man’s eyes stopped him. Eunhyuk was crying, the tears pouring freely down his face. Donghae reached forward and Eunhyuk slipped away.
“What?” Eunhyuk asked voice broken, hurt. “You don’t have enough with hurting me, now you want to rub salt to the wounds? Don’t pretend. I don’t want to have to hate you.”
“But, Eunhyuk,” Donghae said his own voice hoarse with emotion. “I do love you. Yoona…she means nothing.”
Donghae watched Eunhyuk’s eyes shut tight. He watched Eunhyuk wrap his arms around himself. The pain in the other man’s face broke Donghae’s heart.
“Leave me alone.” Eunhyuk moaned. “What do you want from me?”
“Eunhyuk, do you…are you…”
Donghae broke off. He couldn’t bring himself to ask the question. Eunhyuk loved him, had to love him. He wanted to just kiss Eunhyuk and be done with it.
“What!?” Eunhyuk gasped out. “You want to hear what you did to me? Do you want me to tell you how I felt when you told me everything? Would that make you happy? Well, fine! I don’t care anymore. When you left me, you broke my heart. Watching you with Yoona kills me inside. I love you, damn it! I love you and I hate you for it. I hate you Lee Donghae.”
Donghae watched Eunhyuk leave. He reached forward to stop him, but missed. He couldn’t move. The words I hate you echoed through his head. It couldn’t be true. Eunhyuk couldn’t have him. Donghae needed him. He looked at the place where Eunhyuk had stood moments before. What should he do?
He blinked. He had to go after him. He had to explain. Forget Yoona. Forget his father. He couldn’t do it. He wanted to be selfish, needed to be selfish. It took him another second before he broke off into a run. He ran down the hallway in the direction Eunhyuk had gone. He ignored the calls from girls as he ran. He brushed past other students, pushed people out of his way.
He ignored the calls from people as he ran. He thought he caught a glimpse of Yesung and Ryeowook but he didn’t care. He was focused on one thing: Eunhyuk. He ran to the dorm and stopped when he was a good distance away. He stopped not because he wanted to, but because he had to. He couldn’t find Eunhyuk. He couldn’t abandon his father like that. He wouldn’t leave his family. He owed it to his father.
“Eunhyuk.” He whispered. “Eunhyuk, I’m sorry.”
He walked towards the window he knew was Eunhyuk’s. His heart thumped loudly. He sat down, his back against the wall. He wrapped his arms around his legs. He could see the pain in Eunhyuk’s eyes. He saw the lost look in Eunhyuk’s eyes. He heard Eunhyuk’s cold voice. He saw Eunhyuk’s smile. He heard Eunhyuk’s voice by his ear. He saw Eunhyuk in his arms murmuring I love you. The difference between his Eunhyuk and this Eunhyuk broke his heart.
He looked up and saw a bright light to his right. He stood and picked up the silver ring. The name Eunhyuk blinked at him. He traced his fingers over the name. He kissed the ring and put it one. Then he turned and walked back to his dorm.
He ignored the calls from some of his classmates. He ignored the flirting girls. He shook off the really persistent people and kept walking. He couldn’t feel anything. All he could see was Eunhyuk with tears running down his face. All he could hear were the words I love you, I hate you. They echoed in his head. They drowned him. They clawed at his heart until all he could do was concentrate; concentrate on getting his breath in and out of his body.
He wouldn’t cry. He wouldn’t give Yoona that satisfaction.
Donghae kept his head down and increased his pace.
Eunhyuk. Eunhyuk. Eunhyuk.
He kept seeing him. He kept hearing those words spoken with such pain.
Eunhyuk.
Donghae pulled open the door to his dorm. He walked into his room and only when he was on his bed face down, only then did he break down. His body shook as his sobs chocked him. His hands reached out to grab anything that would muffle his cries.
“Eunhyuk. Eunhyuk.” He cried his voice broken and raw. “Eunhyuk, I love you. Please.”
“Please.” He whispered.
A/N: Quick, someone comfort my poor babies. I'm sorry for the angst, but there you go. Love Donghae! So, there you have it guys and I hope you liked it. Tell me what you think. I always love to know what you guys think.
pjvj10 has just posted part two of the HyukHae fic. Click here to read part 2.Hankyung was aware that his grip on Heechul must be painful, but he didn’t let go. He didn’t even care that he had left Eunhyuk with Donghae. Well, he did, but all he could think of at the moment was how Donghae had his hands all over Heechul. He saw their lips pressed together and Heechul hadn’t even tried to move him.
“Hankyung?” Heechul asked tentatively.
He didn’t answer, mostly because he was too angry. He just opened the nearest door and shoved Heechul inside. He slammed the door shut and pushed Heechul against it. He thought he would be able to talk to Heechul, but he couldn’t. He kept seeing him and Donghae. He saw how Donghae’s hands roamed Heechul’s body. He saw the way Heechul touched his face. He turned away and started pacing.
“Hankyung?” Heechul tried again.
Hankyung turned. He walked towards Heechul, his hands shaking. Looking at Heechul was a bad idea. He ended up slamming his fists on either side of Heechul’s head. He wished he had hit Donghae harder. He should have grounded him to a pulp and watched him crawl away. But, that wasn’t right. He had lost his temper. It wasn’t like him to hit. But, Heechul, anything to do with Heechul always drove him insane.
“Your mine.” He growled none too gently. “Mine.”
Hankyung didn’t know what came over him. One second he was trying to calm down and the next he had Heechul pressed tightly against the door. His lips crashed down on Heechul’s and he kissed him, none of the usual softness was there. He was aggressive almost violent. He bit down on Heechul’s lip and ignored Heechul when he tried to pull away.
“Mine.” He said moving on to Heechul’s neck. “You’re mine.”
“Hankyung.” Heechul called out his voice shaky. “Stop.”
But, Hankyung didn’t stop. His hands moved lower down Heechul’s side. He moved his hands under Heechul’s shirt and pressed his fingers into the soft skin on Heechul’s hip.
“I’m not going to stop.” Hankyung said. “I’m not going to stop until I have you screaming my name, until everyone here knows who you belong to. You’re mine Heechul, mine.”
Hankyung dropped to his knees. He started fumbling with Heechul’s pants, but two hands stopped him. Hankyung looked up and finally met Heechul’s eyes. They were wide, scared.
“Please, don’t.”
Hankyung tried to reason with himself and couldn’t. He just went back to what he was doing.
“Hankyung, wait.” Heechul said again, his voice trembling.
And it was the voice more than anything that made him stop. He took a deep breath as he stood up and turned away.
“Hankyung.” Heechul called to him when he said nothing.
“Why?” he asked eyes closed in an attempt to calm down.
“I didn’t know he was going to do that.” Heechul whispered.
“Why didn’t you stop him?” he asked opening his eyes.
“Hankyung.” Heechul whispered. “You’re kind of scaring me.”
Hankyung exhaled and walked away. He ran a hand though his hair roughly. He didn’t want to scare Heechul. He knew Heechul was right. He hadn’t done anything. It was all Donghae, Donghae who was probably laughing with Yoona.
“Move.” He said walking to the door.
“Where are you going?” Heechul asked softly.
“I’m going to kill Donghae.” He said.
He looked at Heechul in time to see the small smirk. It was enough to stop Hankyung. He looked down at Heechul. The smirk was clearly visible now as he raised his head.
“What?” Hankyung asked.
“What was that?”
“What was what?”
“You punched Donghae.” Heechul smirked.
Hankyung was momentarily distracted by Heechul’s hand on his belt.
“What are you doing?” Hankyung asked.
“I can’t believe you were jealous.”
“Don’t remind me.” Hankyung snapped. “He touched you. What the hell was that Heechul? What the fucking hell?”
“Mm,” Heechul whispered looping a finger through Hankyung’s belt.
Hankyung let Heechul pull him closer. He wasn’t angry anymore. How could ever be angry at Heechul? It was unfair really. Heechul had those big dark eyes. There was something in them that made Hankyung want to forget. He moved so that he had Heechul pressed against the door, their faces inches from each other.
“Don’t let anyone touch you again, understand? I’m the only one who can ever touch you like that. You’re mine Kim Heechul. Mine.” He whispered.
“I love it when you’re jealous.” Heechul murmured running his hands over Hankyung’s stomach.
Hankyung closed his eyes. He let himself feel Heechul’s touch. He sighed as Heechul’s hands moved up his stomach and chest, over his shoulders and around his neck.
“Now I know why you love it when I’m jealous.”
“Hm? You do?” Hankyung asked looking down at Heechul.
“Yes.” Heechul whispered moving a hand to Hankyung’s hair. “You’re so damn sexy when you’re jealous.”
Hankyung’s laugh was low and slightly breathless. He tugged Heechul closer as he leaned down. Their lips were millimeters from each other when Hankyung put a finger to Heechul’s lips. He laughed at the outrage in Heechul’s face.
“What?” Heechul snapped.
“You smell like Donghae. How do expect me to kiss you after you and him exchanged saliva?”
“Shut up.”
“Make me.”
Heechul’s smirk sent Hankyung’s heart racing. This time when Heechul’s hand moved to his hair, he let their lips met.
***
Yesung’s hand still stung even though it had been almost half an hour since he had hit Donghae. It wasn’t so much the punch that hurt, but his guilty conscious that kept telling him that it should. He knew he shouldn’t have done it, but Donghae deserved it. He’d seen Eunhyuk’s dead eyes and he knew Donghae deserved it.
“Yesung?”
He spun around. His heart thumped loudly as Ryeowook walked in. Yesung loved watching Wookie. He liked how even though the other man was smaller, he seemed more confident. He walked like nothing in the world would ever make him change how he thought. And Yesung loved Wookie’s short dark hair.
“Wookie.” He said.
“Are you alright?”
“No, actually, I’m not alright. I’m guilty.” Yesung answered.
“You wouldn’t be guilty if you hadn’t hit Donghae.”
Yesung frowned. “That’s funny. That almost sounded like you were telling me I was wrong.”
“I am.” Ryeowook said. “You shouldn’t have hit Donghae.”
Yesung laughed. He was angry, yes. He was angry at Donghae, angry at Wookie for even suggesting that he had done wrong. He had overreacted, but he thought it was called for.
“I don’t understand.” Yesung said.
“Yeah? That’s new.”
Yesung knew Wookie didn’t mean it. He saw the apology in Wook’s eyes as soon as the words were out of his mouth. Still, it hurt.
“Yesung, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean that.”
“No, you meant it. And I can understand that you would side with your friend, but have you thought about what he did?”
“He had his reasons.”
Yesung raised an eyebrow. “Reasons? You think there are reasons for what he did? What if it had been Eunhyuk? What if Eunhyuk made Donghae fall in love with him then did that to him? Would you be able to smile at Eunhyuk if he gave Donghae a ring in the morning and dumped him the day after they were together?”
“No.” Wookie said. “But can you really believe that after a year of going out, Donghae could throw it all away?”
“Yes.” Yesung said. “Yes I do.”
“So, if I were to tell you that I don’t love you after what we’ve gone through, you would believe me?”
Yesung frowned. When had this become about them? He watched Wookie and saw a question in his eyes. He knew that his answer would do or undo their relationship. It was nerve wrecking in a way, but he knew the answer Wookie wanted and he knew the answer he wanted to give. And they were the same.
“I wouldn’t. But, Eunhyuk believed him.”
“Yesung.” Wookie pleaded. “He had his reasons.”
“Well, if that’s how you feel then you should go with your friend and I’ll go with mine.”
Yesung didn’t mean it. He loved Wookie. He didn’t want to lose him. But, Wookie had made it personal and he needed to know what Wookie thought.
“No.” Ryeowook whispered reaching for Yesung’s face. “Don’t make this about us.”
Yesung sighed. He put his head against Ryeowook’s. They stayed that way for a while, just looking at each other. Yesung spoke first.
“I’m not saying I agree, but I love you. I don’t want to fight over something that’s not about us.”
“Good because I love you too.”
***
Donghae didn’t look after Hankyung and Heechul. His jaw hurt on both sides now. But, even that wasn’t enough to distract him from the man in front of him. Eunhyuk still had his back to him. He wanted to run to him and hold him. It was almost too much. He arms were aching to hug Eunhyuk, to run his hands though that short black hair.
“Eunhyuk.” He whispered before he could stop himself.
Donghae took a shaky breath. He wanted to hit himself. Why had he called him? Why? He didn’t want Eunhyuk to turn. He prayed that Eunhyuk would ignore him and leave. But, he didn’t have that much luck. Eunhyuk turned and Donghae saw the red rimmed eyes.
“You were crying?” he asked voice soft.
“That’s a stupid question.” Eunhyuk muttered.
Donghae felt his heart clench. Eunhyuk’s voice was so cold, so emotionless, so empty.
“Are you crying because of me?” He asked for no reason other than because he wanted to hear Eunhyuk’s voice.
“Were you normally this stupid or is Yoona finally getting to you?”
And then Donghae couldn’t do it anymore. He had never been strong. He would never be strong. He just wanted to be comforted. He wanted Eunhyuk.
“I am stupid, hyukkie.” He whispered knowing that Eunhyuk heard every word. “I am so stupid for hurting you. I love you. You have to know that.”
Donghae stepped forward. He wanted to close the distance between them. He wanted to hold Eunhyuk against him. He turned his pleading eyes on him, but the look in the other man’s eyes stopped him. Eunhyuk was crying, the tears pouring freely down his face. Donghae reached forward and Eunhyuk slipped away.
“What?” Eunhyuk asked voice broken, hurt. “You don’t have enough with hurting me, now you want to rub salt to the wounds? Don’t pretend. I don’t want to have to hate you.”
“But, Eunhyuk,” Donghae said his own voice hoarse with emotion. “I do love you. Yoona…she means nothing.”
Donghae watched Eunhyuk’s eyes shut tight. He watched Eunhyuk wrap his arms around himself. The pain in the other man’s face broke Donghae’s heart.
“Leave me alone.” Eunhyuk moaned. “What do you want from me?”
“Eunhyuk, do you…are you…”
Donghae broke off. He couldn’t bring himself to ask the question. Eunhyuk loved him, had to love him. He wanted to just kiss Eunhyuk and be done with it.
“What!?” Eunhyuk gasped out. “You want to hear what you did to me? Do you want me to tell you how I felt when you told me everything? Would that make you happy? Well, fine! I don’t care anymore. When you left me, you broke my heart. Watching you with Yoona kills me inside. I love you, damn it! I love you and I hate you for it. I hate you Lee Donghae.”
Donghae watched Eunhyuk leave. He reached forward to stop him, but missed. He couldn’t move. The words I hate you echoed through his head. It couldn’t be true. Eunhyuk couldn’t have him. Donghae needed him. He looked at the place where Eunhyuk had stood moments before. What should he do?
He blinked. He had to go after him. He had to explain. Forget Yoona. Forget his father. He couldn’t do it. He wanted to be selfish, needed to be selfish. It took him another second before he broke off into a run. He ran down the hallway in the direction Eunhyuk had gone. He ignored the calls from girls as he ran. He brushed past other students, pushed people out of his way.
He ignored the calls from people as he ran. He thought he caught a glimpse of Yesung and Ryeowook but he didn’t care. He was focused on one thing: Eunhyuk. He ran to the dorm and stopped when he was a good distance away. He stopped not because he wanted to, but because he had to. He couldn’t find Eunhyuk. He couldn’t abandon his father like that. He wouldn’t leave his family. He owed it to his father.
“Eunhyuk.” He whispered. “Eunhyuk, I’m sorry.”
He walked towards the window he knew was Eunhyuk’s. His heart thumped loudly. He sat down, his back against the wall. He wrapped his arms around his legs. He could see the pain in Eunhyuk’s eyes. He saw the lost look in Eunhyuk’s eyes. He heard Eunhyuk’s cold voice. He saw Eunhyuk’s smile. He heard Eunhyuk’s voice by his ear. He saw Eunhyuk in his arms murmuring I love you. The difference between his Eunhyuk and this Eunhyuk broke his heart.
He looked up and saw a bright light to his right. He stood and picked up the silver ring. The name Eunhyuk blinked at him. He traced his fingers over the name. He kissed the ring and put it one. Then he turned and walked back to his dorm.
He ignored the calls from some of his classmates. He ignored the flirting girls. He shook off the really persistent people and kept walking. He couldn’t feel anything. All he could see was Eunhyuk with tears running down his face. All he could hear were the words I love you, I hate you. They echoed in his head. They drowned him. They clawed at his heart until all he could do was concentrate; concentrate on getting his breath in and out of his body.
He wouldn’t cry. He wouldn’t give Yoona that satisfaction.
Donghae kept his head down and increased his pace.
Eunhyuk. Eunhyuk. Eunhyuk.
He kept seeing him. He kept hearing those words spoken with such pain.
Eunhyuk.
Donghae pulled open the door to his dorm. He walked into his room and only when he was on his bed face down, only then did he break down. His body shook as his sobs chocked him. His hands reached out to grab anything that would muffle his cries.
“Eunhyuk. Eunhyuk.” He cried his voice broken and raw. “Eunhyuk, I love you. Please.”
“Please.” He whispered.
A/N: Quick, someone comfort my poor babies. I'm sorry for the angst, but there you go. Love Donghae! So, there you have it guys and I hope you liked it. Tell me what you think. I always love to know what you guys think.
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This is all because of that damn bitchy girl Yoona that the three couples are fighting each other in order to stay with their friends. I somehow hate that.
I understand what Wookie is implying, that Yesung shouldn't judge Donghae's action too early. But it's his friend who was hurt by Donghae. No matter what the reason behind Donghae's sudden lovey-dovey action with Yoona, it still hurt Eunhyuk and as his friend, Yesung has the right to punch
or even killDonghae. Seriously.And Hankyung is jealous O____o How many times the word "mine" repeated in this chapter? xDDD
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Then after that I cried like crazy when Hae was all beaten emotionally like that.Hyukkie was even there to make it worst!I thought he would make up with Hyukkie already but No,you had to make it more dramatic!:)) Hahaha.
So there goes my one liter of tears!XD EunHae is so darn devastating rn.
Aigooo.I so need the next chapters to live my life!! X3
BB,sorry if I rambled so long but blame your awesomeness + HanChul + Yewook + EunHae >< Hahaha.
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poor donghae... *cries* this is so sad :( eunhyuk why didn't you try to listen to donghae? even though he broke your heart...
awesome updates! can't wait for more! :3
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*dries tears*
bb Donghae needs comfort too =( and so does Hyukkie, they need each other, it'll just take a tiny bit longer.
Thanks and I'm glad you liked them =)
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YES HANCHUL WAS THERE!!!!!!
Eunhae is coming along. Just need to fix a few more things before I get them back together. I'm glad you like the chapters and I'll update today, later.
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They will. I promise, just a tiny bit longer.
*checks fic*
Just hold on there for a few more chapters. I will put Eunhae back together again!
Sihan is adorable! Maybe I should write a Sihan...later. And, I love anything and I mean ANYTHING Hankyung. He is jut so asfljdshf. I love himmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!
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BUT how about my eunhae?! they are so broken... and i don't like it! but i guess its destiny's will to test their love...
i can't wait for them to solve the problem?!
i have a solution! throw yoona to the pacific, and let the sharks have a feast of her boney body! haha! ;p
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I know I shouldn't put so much fluffy fluff especially with Eunhae so sad, but I can't help myself. The other pairings demand it. And I will fix Eunhae, I promise. Soon, really soon.
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I love this story since the beginning~
and I know it's no excuse but today I do have actually extra time so I promise from now on to comment~^^
now to the story.....
TT____TT
eunhae....I feel like crying reading their situation~~
Yoona needs to get hit by a bus or something.....
hanchul...well I don't expect anything less from them~xD
can't wait to see more!!^^
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I'm glad to see you! It's okay because you're here now and that's all that matters. =)
Aw, sorry for making it so sad. Buses? hmm...good idea.
Hanchul is LOVE!!! I can't help but write them in. They need to be somewhere or my fic isn't complete. But, I do write other pairings with Hankyung. I just seem to have and issue with letting anyone else have Heechul. BECAUSE IT"S HANCHUL!!!!!
I'm glad you liked them and I'll post tomorrow (here it's 9am oct 29) at the same time.
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Bring them together! They need each other! >.<
Damn situation...
It makes me wanna cry. T__T
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I'll make it better soon. I promise. Don't worry. Eunhae is meant to be!!!!!
Just a few more chapters and then I'll make it better. I PROMISE!!!!
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waaaa~~ hankyung sure is scary when he's REALLY mad. but i must say, what hae did was REALLY stupid.
n i must say, yesung n hankyung really gave great punches. hehe.. ;) im quite suprise yesung would be the one to punch first. hehe..
im glad that YeWook n HanChul wont fight n broke up bcos of hae's n hyuk's prob. they really shouldnt let themselves into those mess.
aww~~ i almost cry when i read bout hae n hyuk. T.T
hyuk was really in pain, so does hae. but he cant really do anything bout it.
i feel bad for hae, it really is hard to choose between family n love. i hope i dont have to make that kind of choice.
sorry for the long babling. hehe.. im in a hyper mode.
nyway, cant wait for the next chap. :)
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I wanted to surprise everyone. It is Eunhyuk and Eunhyuk is Yesung and Hankyung's baby, so I thought there you go. Yesung HAS to punch Donghae for being a jerk. But, I couldn't leave Donghae like that. He's not mean. he was just sad.
It's okay look at my reply i don't even know if it makes sense. And the longer the comments, the better! =)
Next chapter will be up tomorrow at the same time!!
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=O Han Geng shirt!! I want!!! I'm glad you liked the Hanchul. I wanted to write it because I missed them. I can't have a fic without come Hanchul somewhere.
If it was my fic that made you crazy then yay, if it wasn't then *hugs* either way<3333333
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but yeah, it's understandable that it's hard for hae to choose between his family and hyukkie.. we know he badly want to pick hyukkie but what can he do? can somebody please help him.. /helpless i want my babies to be happy TT__TT
owh enough with my emotional comments!
on the brighter note, i'm glad there's hanchul and yewook here! in overall, they lifted up the gloomy mood, especially hanchul.. (ps/ hankyung is one scary guy when he's jealous!)
thanks for installing two chappies today! yay ^^
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JEALOUS HANNIE!!!!! I LOVE TOO!!!! and as for Eunhae, I know, I promise to make it better. I promise. They won't suffer for long and then I promise that the next sequels will have nothing but Eunhae fluff to make up for this. I PROMISE!
I will put up the next chapter tomorrow same time same place. I'm glad you liked it and I'm glad to see you here all the time *hugs* <33333
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I'll get to it I promise. Donghae will tell Eunhyuk and the world will be okay again, just a little more. I promise.
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yewook couple almost break up........lucky they manage to solve it.......
hae and hyuk really heart broken now.........poor them............yoona really mean......
hope everything will be all right.....
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Hanchul and Yewook yay!!! I had to put them in because I felt like i was neglecting them and because I just love Hanchul. =)
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Thanks for putting yoona in there... Cuz i started hating her hen she took picture with donghae in twitter..
I hope she gets more hurt..shes a bitchh..I want to hit her..
*punches alone in the rooom* and also i lone hanchul there...They are just so sweet together..Love hangeng being jealous....He is SEXY...xD
lol..
Thanks for the update...I will wait for more..
And please don't hurt poor donghae..I love him..
i can't imagine him being so hurt...=D
love ya<3
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I'm glad you liked it! =)
Yay for addictive fics! OMG your comment made me so happy. I'll update soon and thanks so much for reading. Welcome to this AU and I hope you like the next chapters too.
I don't like Yoona very much either. =/
=O I hope you didn't hurt your hand *give massage* there all better =D
Yay for Hanchul because i love them and HANGENG IS MY LOVE!!!! SEXIEST MAN ALIVE IN MY OPINION!!!!!!!!!!
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Ahh I love this fic, I'm so addicted. Hanchul is my ultimate bias and although I normally wouldn't choose to read either Eunhae or Yewook, you've got me caring so much about them and I really want this mess to get sorted out ;__; I feel sorry for all of them.
But the whole Hanchul-iness of this is making me very happy xD
Jealous Hankyung is both frightening and alluring.
And Heechul... aha, well he's just his own wonderful, strange self.
Thank you for writing :D
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*waves and hugs* I hope I don't scare you away with all the hyper mess I am going to write down now. I am super happy to see a new commenter so yay!!!!!! *throws confetti* Hanchul is my OTP and they have to be EVERYWHERE. I'm serious. I can have the most unrelated fic and I'll add at least one sentence about them.
I'm super happy for making you read Eunhae and Yewook. yays!!! And there will always be more Hanchul. Actually the next part to this fic was going to be main!Hanchul. SO, you can always come back and see more Hanchul because i will never stop posting them.
thank you for commenting <3333333333
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I've decided crazy possessive Hankyung is the best thing EVER xDD
Awww the whole Eunhae part was so sad! I feel so terrible for Donghae, and for Eunhyuk! :-( This was really well written though, it made me wanna cry while I was reading it!
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I'm glad you liked the Hanchul. There will be more Hanchul in the next few chapters I promise and then there will be a whole fic about Hanchul. That's for the story after this.
Aw, I can't say I'm glad it made you want to cry, but thanks for thinking it was good. <333 I'll post in a few hours so look forward to seeing you there. =)
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I'll post soon and then you'll see that it's not so bad. Oh noooosss, I made you cry.
*offers cookies and KangTeuk fic* (i have a KangTeuk I don't know if you like KangTeuk, but I know you like leeteuk so I offer it to you. It's right after before the sixth chapter. ) It's called Day by Day.
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HanChul please.
i'm begging.//
forgets about Yoona.
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HANCHUL I WILLLLLL!!!!!!!!
The next chapter I post (chapter 10) is mostly Hanchul. I will give you Hanchul and then for the next story you will have so much Hanchul that you're brain will explode =X
I will give you more HANCHUL! I PROMISE!!!! Because I love Hanchul and I love writing Hanchul and and and...omg see i'm all excited now =)
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Come on! Please up your next chapter soon! Hope for nice scenes! LOL ^-^v
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Please... hope eunhae will be back soon.. Begging u too like donghae..
*off to read nxt chapter*
But i looove EUNHAE angst tho..
So hope to see more angst from u in the future kekeke.. ^^
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I will write more Eunhae soon, but right now I am in the middle of the Hanchul part for this AU so it will have to be sometime in the future.
I'm glad you like it though. =D <33333333333