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A/N: Hey there guys. Here I am again with the last part of this fic. Thank you so much to all the people who commented. I was really happy at the response to the story. So, here's the last chapter for all you guys who are super awesome. Comments are <3!
"Eunhyuk? Eunhyuk!"
Eunhyuk woke from his daze as Yesung shoved his off his chair.
"What?" he asked looking up at both his friends.
"I've heard rumors Eunhyuk." Hankyung said pulling Eunhyuk up.
"Yeah, I know. How was I supposed to know that Yoona was going to come back?"
"So there was something there?" Yesung asked shoving Eunhyuk off the chair again.
"I don't know." he said wrapping his arms around himself.
"Do you want there to be something?" Hankyung asked looking at Eunhyuk carefully.
"I don't know."
Eunhyuk sighed. Was there anything between him and Donghae? Perhaps or perhaps not. Did he want there to be anything?
He thought about Donghae, about that hair that was even softer than it looked, about those big brown eyes that could look so adorable, about that expression that was adorable, about the soft sighs, the taste of his lips, his strong arms.
Did he want something between him and Donghae?
"Yes I do." Eunhyuk said.
He was afraid to look up. He knew that Heechul and Hankyung had all but hit each other. He knew that the only reason Yesung wasn't stripped of his innocence was because he was too innocent and Hankyung was too careful. He knew that F3 hated the Golden Boys and he knew that Donghae was F3. But, he couldn't help it.
It had been Donghae who had started everything that day at the dance studio. It had been Donghae who pulled away. Donghae who now ignored him. And Eunhyuk was sick of it. He was sick of waking up at night thinking of Donghae. He was tired of being so careful when they went to their dance club. He was tired of everyone hanging on his arm. He was tired of all the flirting. He wanted the warmth of Donghae's arms and the security of his embrace.
"Eunhyuk, it's okay." Hankyung said sitting next to him and putting an arm around his shoulders. "It's okay to want. You don't have to be afraid of it."
Eunhyuk leaned into his hyung's embrace. "Do you ever want?"
Hankyung leaned his chin on Eunhyuk's shoulder. "I do want and I tend to want what's not good for me. But Donghae is not a bad choice. He's better than his friends. Better than hateful Heechul and seductive Ryeowook."
Eunhyuk laughed. Hankyung was right. Donghae had been friendly from the beginning. He had never done anything to him or his friends.
"Hey! What about me? I feel left out." Yesung called.
They laughed and Hankyung put his other arm around Yesung when he sat next to them on the floor. Eunhyuk loved the feeling he got as the three sat together. Hankyung took over the role of protecting them too much. There should be someone to protect him, especially since his family was so far away. And Yesung deserved someone as good as he was.
"What should I do?" Eunhyuk asked finally.
"Well, I don't know about you Eunhyuk, but Yesung and I are going to practice our singing. We'll see you later, but we sincerely hope you'll be too busy with your dancing."
"Thank you." Eunhyuk said as his friends waved.
Eunhyuk made his was over to the dance studio. He hadn't seen Donghae all day. When he got to the dance studio it was surprisingly empty. Only Donghae was sitting on the bleachers with his usual sunglasses.
"Dance club's cancelled for today."
"Why?" Eunhyuk asked.
"Because," Donghae started, stepping down. “I’m tired of watching guys and girls all over you. And I'm especially tired of hearing Yoona's voice. You shouldn't let her touch you like that...unless, of course, you like it."
Eunhyuk found it hard to swallow. Donghae's eyes were dangerously dark.
"Do you?" Donghae asked his voice hard.
"Do I what?" Eunhyuk asked slightly confused.
His mind had blanked out after Donghae had stepped down from the bleachers. All he could hear was Donghae's hard voice and hope that it was jealousy that darkened Donghae's eyes.
"Don't play with me Eunhyuk." Donghae grounded out pushing Eunhyuk against the wall.
"Play?" Eunhyuk asked smartly.
"I'm going to ask you one more time. Do you..."
But, Donghae never got to finish. Eunhyuk silenced him with his lips. It was on impulse, something he did just because he wanted to see what it would be like. He wanted to know if there was anything there, if he hadn't imagined what he felt the first time. He wanted to know if Donghae really meant what he said.
"You're mine." Donghae whispered when they broke their kiss.
Eunhyuk laughed, but Donghae placed his hands on the side of his face and made Eunhyuk look at him. The look in those brown eyes was enough to make Eunhyuk be quiet. There was something there, something he wasn't really sure he was seeing.
Could Donghae possibly really, truly, honestly, want them to try this? Was the school's rich leader going to bow down to a scholarship student? Was Lee Donghae, the most sought after guy in the school, F3's leader, really going to do this? Was Eunhyuk that worth it?
It wasn't that Eunhyuk was putting himself down. He just never really saw the divisions until now. Before Donghae, Eunhyuk thought that once he liked someone who liked him back, it would be easy. But, this wasn't easy. This was Donghae and Donghae was someone else, someone Eunhyuk would have never talked to, never met if it hadn't been for this school. So, was this really something they should try?
They were different in terms of upbringing. While Eunhyuk worked, Donghae probably just ordered his servants around. While Eunhyuk studied hard to get where he was, Donghae just asked his father for permission. While Eunhyuk could be kicked out at any time if he didn't do well, Donghae would be forever protected.
How could the two of them possibly work out? The answer?
They couldn't.
"I don't think..." Eunhyuk started. "I don't think this is going to work out. I'm sorry. You should probably find someone else more suited to who you are."
He turned away, because there was really nothing he could do. He walked away because that was Donghae and he was Eunhyuk and they were too different. But, he never got far. A hand on his arm stopped him and turned him around.
"I don't want you wanting anybody else. Do you understand?" Donghae asked him. "I like you. I want to know if what I feel now can really be something. I don't really want anyone else."
Eunhyuk nodded because really what else could he do? He liked Donghae too and why not? He could give it a try and see where things went.
"As long as you're willing to try." Eunhyuk said.
"I want to try." Donghae said silencing Eunhyuk's next comment with another kiss.
A/N: So, one more thing before I leave you guys. Now that this fic is done, I want to address something that most of you have been asking about. So, this story is part of a three part fic. So there will be a Yewook part and a Hanchul part to this. The next part I'm putting up is the Yewook then Hanchul. After those are done, there is still another part. Basically Eunhae, Yewook and Hanchul are a prologue to a really large fic I have. You guys just need to read these before I can post up the other one. Be warned this is a really long AU. So, if you liked it and want to read more, then you will get more, so much more that it might scare you =) Anyway, thanks for the comments as always and a special thanks to![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
pjvj10 because she secretly got to read them all first and she was the one who introduced me to livejournal. And don't run to her to tell you what happens because she's not telling. =)
"Eunhyuk? Eunhyuk!"
Eunhyuk woke from his daze as Yesung shoved his off his chair.
"What?" he asked looking up at both his friends.
"I've heard rumors Eunhyuk." Hankyung said pulling Eunhyuk up.
"Yeah, I know. How was I supposed to know that Yoona was going to come back?"
"So there was something there?" Yesung asked shoving Eunhyuk off the chair again.
"I don't know." he said wrapping his arms around himself.
"Do you want there to be something?" Hankyung asked looking at Eunhyuk carefully.
"I don't know."
Eunhyuk sighed. Was there anything between him and Donghae? Perhaps or perhaps not. Did he want there to be anything?
He thought about Donghae, about that hair that was even softer than it looked, about those big brown eyes that could look so adorable, about that expression that was adorable, about the soft sighs, the taste of his lips, his strong arms.
Did he want something between him and Donghae?
"Yes I do." Eunhyuk said.
He was afraid to look up. He knew that Heechul and Hankyung had all but hit each other. He knew that the only reason Yesung wasn't stripped of his innocence was because he was too innocent and Hankyung was too careful. He knew that F3 hated the Golden Boys and he knew that Donghae was F3. But, he couldn't help it.
It had been Donghae who had started everything that day at the dance studio. It had been Donghae who pulled away. Donghae who now ignored him. And Eunhyuk was sick of it. He was sick of waking up at night thinking of Donghae. He was tired of being so careful when they went to their dance club. He was tired of everyone hanging on his arm. He was tired of all the flirting. He wanted the warmth of Donghae's arms and the security of his embrace.
"Eunhyuk, it's okay." Hankyung said sitting next to him and putting an arm around his shoulders. "It's okay to want. You don't have to be afraid of it."
Eunhyuk leaned into his hyung's embrace. "Do you ever want?"
Hankyung leaned his chin on Eunhyuk's shoulder. "I do want and I tend to want what's not good for me. But Donghae is not a bad choice. He's better than his friends. Better than hateful Heechul and seductive Ryeowook."
Eunhyuk laughed. Hankyung was right. Donghae had been friendly from the beginning. He had never done anything to him or his friends.
"Hey! What about me? I feel left out." Yesung called.
They laughed and Hankyung put his other arm around Yesung when he sat next to them on the floor. Eunhyuk loved the feeling he got as the three sat together. Hankyung took over the role of protecting them too much. There should be someone to protect him, especially since his family was so far away. And Yesung deserved someone as good as he was.
"What should I do?" Eunhyuk asked finally.
"Well, I don't know about you Eunhyuk, but Yesung and I are going to practice our singing. We'll see you later, but we sincerely hope you'll be too busy with your dancing."
"Thank you." Eunhyuk said as his friends waved.
Eunhyuk made his was over to the dance studio. He hadn't seen Donghae all day. When he got to the dance studio it was surprisingly empty. Only Donghae was sitting on the bleachers with his usual sunglasses.
"Dance club's cancelled for today."
"Why?" Eunhyuk asked.
"Because," Donghae started, stepping down. “I’m tired of watching guys and girls all over you. And I'm especially tired of hearing Yoona's voice. You shouldn't let her touch you like that...unless, of course, you like it."
Eunhyuk found it hard to swallow. Donghae's eyes were dangerously dark.
"Do you?" Donghae asked his voice hard.
"Do I what?" Eunhyuk asked slightly confused.
His mind had blanked out after Donghae had stepped down from the bleachers. All he could hear was Donghae's hard voice and hope that it was jealousy that darkened Donghae's eyes.
"Don't play with me Eunhyuk." Donghae grounded out pushing Eunhyuk against the wall.
"Play?" Eunhyuk asked smartly.
"I'm going to ask you one more time. Do you..."
But, Donghae never got to finish. Eunhyuk silenced him with his lips. It was on impulse, something he did just because he wanted to see what it would be like. He wanted to know if there was anything there, if he hadn't imagined what he felt the first time. He wanted to know if Donghae really meant what he said.
"You're mine." Donghae whispered when they broke their kiss.
Eunhyuk laughed, but Donghae placed his hands on the side of his face and made Eunhyuk look at him. The look in those brown eyes was enough to make Eunhyuk be quiet. There was something there, something he wasn't really sure he was seeing.
Could Donghae possibly really, truly, honestly, want them to try this? Was the school's rich leader going to bow down to a scholarship student? Was Lee Donghae, the most sought after guy in the school, F3's leader, really going to do this? Was Eunhyuk that worth it?
It wasn't that Eunhyuk was putting himself down. He just never really saw the divisions until now. Before Donghae, Eunhyuk thought that once he liked someone who liked him back, it would be easy. But, this wasn't easy. This was Donghae and Donghae was someone else, someone Eunhyuk would have never talked to, never met if it hadn't been for this school. So, was this really something they should try?
They were different in terms of upbringing. While Eunhyuk worked, Donghae probably just ordered his servants around. While Eunhyuk studied hard to get where he was, Donghae just asked his father for permission. While Eunhyuk could be kicked out at any time if he didn't do well, Donghae would be forever protected.
How could the two of them possibly work out? The answer?
They couldn't.
"I don't think..." Eunhyuk started. "I don't think this is going to work out. I'm sorry. You should probably find someone else more suited to who you are."
He turned away, because there was really nothing he could do. He walked away because that was Donghae and he was Eunhyuk and they were too different. But, he never got far. A hand on his arm stopped him and turned him around.
"I don't want you wanting anybody else. Do you understand?" Donghae asked him. "I like you. I want to know if what I feel now can really be something. I don't really want anyone else."
Eunhyuk nodded because really what else could he do? He liked Donghae too and why not? He could give it a try and see where things went.
"As long as you're willing to try." Eunhyuk said.
"I want to try." Donghae said silencing Eunhyuk's next comment with another kiss.
A/N: So, one more thing before I leave you guys. Now that this fic is done, I want to address something that most of you have been asking about. So, this story is part of a three part fic. So there will be a Yewook part and a Hanchul part to this. The next part I'm putting up is the Yewook then Hanchul. After those are done, there is still another part. Basically Eunhae, Yewook and Hanchul are a prologue to a really large fic I have. You guys just need to read these before I can post up the other one. Be warned this is a really long AU. So, if you liked it and want to read more, then you will get more, so much more that it might scare you =) Anyway, thanks for the comments as always and a special thanks to
pjvj10 because she secretly got to read them all first and she was the one who introduced me to livejournal. And don't run to her to tell you what happens because she's not telling. =)