KJALGKJAKGJA:GHKJ THIS. THIS IS AMAZING AND WONDERFUL, AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH FOR IT. I know that it was hard for you, but I am so happy that you kept going with it and wrote such a wonderful fic for me ♥ I woke up this afternoon morning and started to read it right away, and it seriously made my day. You're crazy if you think it wasn't what I asked for. It was even better than the vague idea that I gave you for what I wanted ♥ SO HERE WE GO. 8D
He can pretend that he is sleeping and that Kyuhyun is touching him, gentle fingers running up his arms like Kyuhyun used to do back in their apartment. He learns to pretend, to live in those touches. This is so heartbreaking and beautiful that I didn't know what to with myself. I think it was the beginning of me wanting to cry.
His car accident is an important one, but Kyuhyun crying that way, with such abandon, with such pain, that breaks Sungmin’s heart. Kyu crying over Min's bed is so sad D:
“Kyuhyun.” Sungmin said. “Please. I’m right here. Listen to me. Right here Kyu. I’m right here.” POOR MIN. Everything was just so beautiful and the way that you were writing Sungmin had me so immersed in it that I could feel his frustration and hurt. ANA WHY ARE YOU SO GOOD AT THIS.
I would quote more about Kyu coming in and telling Min that he was going to try to let go, but I just. I don't know what to say about how sad it made me. They were both hurting so much that it made me want to hold them forever D:
It is comfortable for some reason. He gets this sort of peace from Siwon, something that calms him and Sungmin stays there. He stays next to Siwon because he hasn’t felt calm in a long time. This is so sweet :o Min really needed him.
Also, Siwon's story made me so sad! But I guess at the same time it made me happy because HanChul got together and Siwon found peace with it.
Sungmin watches because he can’t leave. Every single touch between them, every gentle caress burns into his heart. Kyuhyun cries, his breath going ragged as he moves over and over into Zhou Mi. Sungmin watches him, watches the way Kyuhyun loses himself in Zhou Mi’s soft cries. Kyuhyun used to lose himself that way with him. MIN STOP LOOKING. IT'S ONLY GOING TO HURT MORE. *sobs*
He can’t because that look in Zhou Mi’s eyes is full of something that Sungmin is afraid of.
Love.
Zhou Mi is in love with Kyuhyun. I would be scared too D: Min hating Mi is so perfect. I just feel so sorry for him. Because of course, he can't hate Kyu. Even if Kyu is in love with someone else too.
Zhou Mi flashes him a pretty smile. Sungmin thinks that Zhou Mi is a beautiful actor. Fake. That’s all he can see because Zhou Mi can’t be real. Sungmin doesn’t want him to be real. Sungmin wishes he were gone, not there. He doesn’t want Zhou Mi’s eyes looking at him, so sad and still so happy. And I say again, POOR MIN. But he's so strong anyway D:
“One of us has to go.” Sungmin says. BUT MIN. MI IS SO PRETTY AND CUTE AND SWEET.,
There’s no one there, not for Sungmin. It’s just him and Kyuhyun, both of them tangled in an embrace so tight there’s no way to tell them apart. He’s been waiting for this, untainted, pure, just him and Kyuhyun.
“I love you.” Sungmin whispers.
Kyuhyun pulls away, their eyes lock. “I love you too.”
Sungmin believes him.
This is so beautiful and poetic. And exactly what Min needed after all of that time he was alone and hurting.
“No, no,” Kyuhyun says reaching over to take Sungmin’s face in his hand, “you don’t get it. I want him. I love him. But, I love you and I want you too. It’s…it’s just so damn frustrating.”
Oh Kyu, you're so selfish. But I can understand why... It's just. It's hurting so many people...
So. I will post a comment about the second half tomorrow. I'm pretty sure that this is long enough for now. :x
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I know that it was hard for you, but I am so happy that you kept going with it and wrote such a wonderful fic for me ♥ I woke up this
afternoonmorning and started to read it right away, and it seriously made my day. You're crazy if you think it wasn't what I asked for. It was even better than the vague idea that I gave you for what I wanted ♥SO HERE WE GO. 8D
He can pretend that he is sleeping and that Kyuhyun is touching him, gentle fingers running up his arms like Kyuhyun used to do back in their apartment. He learns to pretend, to live in those touches.
This is so heartbreaking and beautiful that I didn't know what to with myself. I think it was the beginning of me wanting to cry.
His car accident is an important one, but Kyuhyun crying that way, with such abandon, with such pain, that breaks Sungmin’s heart.
Kyu crying over Min's bed is so sad D:
“Kyuhyun.” Sungmin said. “Please. I’m right here. Listen to me. Right here Kyu. I’m right here.”
POOR MIN. Everything was just so beautiful and the way that you were writing Sungmin had me so immersed in it that I could feel his frustration and hurt. ANA WHY ARE YOU SO GOOD AT THIS.
I would quote more about Kyu coming in and telling Min that he was going to try to let go, but I just. I don't know what to say about how sad it made me. They were both hurting so much that it made me want to hold them forever D:
It is comfortable for some reason. He gets this sort of peace from Siwon, something that calms him and Sungmin stays there. He stays next to Siwon because he hasn’t felt calm in a long time.
This is so sweet :o Min really needed him.
Also, Siwon's story made me so sad! But I guess at the same time it made me happy because HanChul got together and Siwon found peace with it.
Sungmin watches because he can’t leave. Every single touch between them, every gentle caress burns into his heart. Kyuhyun cries, his breath going ragged as he moves over and over into Zhou Mi. Sungmin watches him, watches the way Kyuhyun loses himself in Zhou Mi’s soft cries. Kyuhyun used to lose himself that way with him.
MIN STOP LOOKING. IT'S ONLY GOING TO HURT MORE. *sobs*
He can’t because that look in Zhou Mi’s eyes is full of something that Sungmin is afraid of.
Love.
Zhou Mi is in love with Kyuhyun.
I would be scared too D: Min hating Mi is so perfect. I just feel so sorry for him. Because of course, he can't hate Kyu. Even if Kyu is in love with someone else too.
Zhou Mi flashes him a pretty smile. Sungmin thinks that Zhou Mi is a beautiful actor. Fake. That’s all he can see because Zhou Mi can’t be real. Sungmin doesn’t want him to be real. Sungmin wishes he were gone, not there. He doesn’t want Zhou Mi’s eyes looking at him, so sad and still so happy.
And I say again, POOR MIN. But he's so strong anyway D:
“One of us has to go.” Sungmin says.
BUT MIN. MI IS SO PRETTY AND CUTE AND SWEET.,
There’s no one there, not for Sungmin. It’s just him and Kyuhyun, both of them tangled in an embrace so tight there’s no way to tell them apart. He’s been waiting for this, untainted, pure, just him and Kyuhyun.
“I love you.” Sungmin whispers.
Kyuhyun pulls away, their eyes lock. “I love you too.”
Sungmin believes him.
This is so beautiful and poetic. And exactly what Min needed after all of that time he was alone and hurting.
“No, no,” Kyuhyun says reaching over to take Sungmin’s face in his hand, “you don’t get it. I want him. I love him. But, I love you and I want you too. It’s…it’s just so damn frustrating.”
Oh Kyu, you're so selfish. But I can understand why... It's just. It's hurting so many people...
So. I will post a comment about the second half tomorrow. I'm pretty sure that this is long enough for now. :x