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The Five Times Heechul Cockblocked and the One Time He Didn't
Title: The Five Times Heechul cockblocked and the one time he didn’t
Pairing: shihan with ninja!qmi, also Heechul, Sungmin and Kyu
Genre: fluff, romance, light smut, etc etc just me being sappy and sobbing over my babies
Rating: PG-13
Summary: The title says it all.
Note: because the idea of Heechul cockblocking shihan just seemed perfect to me.
Yeah, I’ve been on a shihan high the whole day. For this I picked my favorite six shihan gifs and had a field day ^^
One
They’re filming for Full House. Siwon is right in front of him and Han Geng can’t quite get the picture of Siwon, sweating after a round of martial arts practice out of his head. He knows how to play it off though. He’s had lots of practice in that particular field.
He’s all smiles and innocent eyes even as Siwon comes close to him, too close for how hot and bothered Geng is, but he can’t say anything. Not unless he wants to scare off Anya and Eva and he doesn’t think their manager would be too happy with that. Not to mention that they’re on camera.
Siwon comes over to him, looks off to the side and Han Geng knows he wants those eyes to look at him. He wants Siwon to know what he’s thinking, what they’re going to do after this is over, what Han Geng wants Siwon to do.
Geng lets his fingers slide over Siwon’s face. He presses lightly so that Siwon looks up even as Han Geng moves that handsome face towards him. Han Geng goes for the eyes because he assumes that’s the best place to look at when you’re trying to communicate just how turned on you are by the mere thought of your partner sweaty and dirty.
Dirty.
Han Geng likes dirty.
He lets his eyes show just how much he wants Siwon even as he smiles. The only problem is that Siwon isn’t really looking at him. Siwon seems more interested in the way Han Geng’s lips curve up into a smile. If Han Geng weren’t so focused on relaying his ever increasingly urgent message then he would have played with this. He might have licked his lips, bitten them, anything really to get Siwon worked up just right.
It just doesn’t work out when Han Geng can already see Siwon, naked and spread out on his bed. Siwon is still young and innocent, so Han Geng forgives him…for now.
---
Han Geng has Siwon’s hand in his as soon as the filming is done. He’s planning on maybe inviting Siwon over to his room, maybe Siwon’s apartment if anything. He doesn’t really have a plan, but just getting anywhere is fine, somewhere with closed doors so that Han Geng can show Siwon just how much he appreciates him.
“Hey, Hankyung, come here.”
Han Geng groans, but turns. “What do you want Heechul?”
Heechul smirks and Han Geng knows that Heechul knows exactly where Han Geng wants to go.
“I want to talk to you.” Heechul says, eyes glinting. “Siwon doesn’t mind, do you Siwonnie?”
“No, hyung, not at all.” Siwon says.
Han Geng wants to punch him. He can’t believe just how dense on man can be, but he can’t exactly shove Siwon up against the wall. There are too many people here. Heechul knows this and Han Geng has no choice but to watch as Siwon walks away.
“He is very good looking.” Heechul says one arm resting on Han Geng’s shoulder. “It’s really a damn shame.”
“Fuck you.”
“You can if you want to.” Heechul says, amusement glinting in those eyes.
“Fuck. You.” Han Geng growls as if repeating it will make anything better.
“The bathroom is that way.” Heechul sings, dancing off after Sungmin.
Han Geng considers murder for the first time that day. He decides against it. He doesn’t think Heechul’s teasing is worth the years in jail.
Two
Han Geng likes admiring Siwon and he’s been doing a lot of that today. The shirt they put Siwon in shows just enough skin for Geng’s imagination. It’s grey and hangs off Siwon just right. Siwon sort of looks pretty today, kind of happy since they’re all out having fun. Han Geng likes the shirt, loves the pants.
Siwon for his part seems to approve of Han Geng’s plain black shirt if the looks he keeps giving Geng when no one else is looking are anything to judge by. They’ve been pretty calm all day though and Han Geng is sort of proud that he hasn’t snapped yet.
They get through their photo shoots with no major setbacks. Everyone is happy. The rest of the group is calm, relaxed. It’s oddly relaxing and Siwon is being extra touchy. Han Geng likes it. He likes the way Siwon twines their fingers together, the way Siwon talks to him, vies for his attention.
Somewhere along the day while Siwon is trying to get his attention, Han Geng thinks that he’s acting a bit like Heechul. He likes it when Siwon pays attention to him. It’s sort of ego boosting, this dating Siwon thing. He has the best looking man in Super Junior, falling over to give him everything he wants. Geng thinks that maybe that’s why Heechul was so angry when Siwon announced, face burning red, that he and Han Geng were dating.
Han Geng likes the dating. He likes how Siwon is so eager to please. And he especially likes how easy Siwon breaks for him. He likes how Siwon will just keep trying to get Geng to show some sort of affection in public, knowing that it won’t happen. Geng just isn’t the type who does public. But, Siwon keeps trying, all the while knowing that as soon as the doors close Geng will show him just the right amount of affection.
And that’s exactly what he’s thinking at exactly the wrong moment.
Siwon is sitting up on the fence, his hands around Han Geng’s shoulders. Geng is leaning into the hug, his hands hanging over Siwon’s thighs, leaning back in between Siwon’s legs in an all not-too-subtle way. Siwon doesn’t say a word and if Han Geng is pressing a little too hard then Siwon isn’t complaining. They both seem pretty calm considering they’re practically on top of each other.
They aren’t the least bit calm on the inside, but they are both amazing at playing off what they’re feeling. The tilt of their heads is the only indication that they both need to get back into a quiet room as soon as possible. Geng needs to feel Siwon on top of him, pressing him into the mattress, the table, at this point anything will do really.
“Okay, done.” Their manager calls.
Siwon pushes Geng away as he jumps down. Then, their fingers are twined and Siwon is pulling Geng away from everyone. Han Geng doesn’t know where exactly they are going, but he’s never been picky. After all, priorities are priorities.
Siwon finds a room with a lock on the door, but Geng forgets the lock, can’t really think about a lock when Siwon’s tongue is down his throat. He’s pressed up against the door, every inch of Siwon’s hard muscled body pressing into him.
There are low moans, some hair pulling and then Siwon angles his hips just right, rubbing in just the right way and Geng has to pull away. Siwon doesn’t stop, his mouth finding Geng’s neck, sucking on the soft skin.
“Can’t leave marks.” Geng gasps grinding back against Siwon.
“hmm.” Siwon answers going back to the side of Han Geng’s face.
Siwon’s mouth is hard against Geng’s, his body hot, almost suffocating. It’s so goddamn perfect that Han Geng wants to drown in it. Siwon’s fingers press into his side as Geng grips Siwon’s belt, tugging him that bit closer.
“Hey Siwonnie? Hankyung?”
The door opens behind Han Geng and both he and Siwon topple over. Han Geng falls flat on his back, Siwon knocking all the air out of his lungs.
“I’m sorry hyung.” Siwon says springing up. “Are you okay?”
Han Geng is still on the floor looking up at Heechul’s knowing face.
“Hannie, what are you doing down there? It’s not dinner time yet.”
“Fuck you.” Han Geng says ignoring Siwon’s quiet reprimand.
“Any time you’re ready.” Heechul winks. “But I don’t think Siwonnie would approve.”
Han Geng lets Siwon pull him up even as he glares holes into Heechul’s smiling face.
Three
Siwon has very nice lips. They’re just the perfect kind of soft for kissing. Han Geng has always liked kissing Siwon, especially when it gets possessive and dirty, the kind of kissing that comes with closed doors and the whisper of sheets.
He can’t really have that kind here in front of the cameras, but Siwon seems to know what he’s thinking. Han Geng is pretty sure there is an ulterior motive to Siwon handing him the gloss. He hadn’t quite figured it out until he had uncapped the thing and had turned to put it in Siwon’s lips.
Han Geng swallows, wondering when his throat went so dry.
There is Siwon, lips pursed, hair falling over his face so that no one but Han Geng can see his eyes, not that Geng is really looking at Siwon’s eyes. Those lips are right there and that’s all Geng can concentrate on as he watches them shimmer with the gloss.
He thinks he smells peaches as he runs the gloss over Siwon’s bottom lip, wondering if their lips will slide easier now that Siwon is all primped. He’s so concentrated on watching Siwon’s lips that he doesn’t even notice the way Siwon is leaning towards him, shoving at his hand to get his attention.
When he looks up, it’s because Siwon’s face is there, lips ready. He leans away, smile ready on his face to play off the way his heart is hammering. Han Geng kind of likes that look in Siwon’s eyes, so knowing, as if he can just tell how much Geng wants to lick that gloss off his lips.
---
It’s much later that Geng finds out just what flavor the gloss on Siwon’s lips is. It’s not peach. It’s more of an orange kind of flavor, like the fruit salads Ryeowook likes to make. It’s good, nice and easy to slide lips over, kind of sticky, but somehow just right.
This time Geng isn’t even the one worked up. It’s Siwon who kisses him until he can’t breathe and then keeps kissing him until Geng’s lips are numb. Geng is just thinking that there has to be more coming when Siwon’s hand dips into the waistband of his pants, fingers brushing against skin.
“I like your hair like this.” Geng sighs fisting his hands in Siwon’s hair. “It’s long.”
“My hair is long.”
Han Geng isn’t the only surprised to see Heechul standing by the door, although he shouldn’t even be surprised. Heechul just has a way of finding himself in the middle of everything.
“Hyung, what are you doing here?” Siwon gasps even as he moves his hands away to a much tamer spot on Geng’s hips.
“Oh me?” Heechul asks. “I just came to find Hannie.”
Han Geng sighs, knows a lost battle when he sees one and goes off with Heechul.
“I hope I wasn’t interrupting anything.” Heechul says, all smiles.
“Fuck you.” Han Geng answers.
Four
Han Geng has been trying to get Siwon’s attention for the past half hour. They aren’t even doing anything, nothing they can’t sneak away from. It’s not even going to take long, not really. Geng just has this sudden urge to have Siwon looking up at him from his knees. Maybe a little rolling around on the floor/couch, whatever is available.
It’s not going to take long, but they still need time and Siwon isn’t working with him. Han Geng can see Heechul grinning at him from the corner of his eyes. Even Kyuhyun’s smirk tells him that he’s being pretty obvious about trying to get Siwon’s attention. Still, he’s not one to quit.
He gives it another go, catching Siwon’s eyes and glancing pointedly at the door. Siwon raises an eyebrow and Geng even tilts his head a bit. All he gets is a confused frown and a laugh from Kangin.
To hell with it, Han Geng thinks at Zhou Mi’s sympathetic smile.
“Siwon.” Han Geng says knowing his voice is giving away everything he hasn’t already. “Siwon, can I talk to you for a bit?”
Siwon looks up, dares to look earnest as he nods. “Of course.”
Geng walks over, his nails digging into Siwon’s skin as he pretends to flick off imaginary dirt.
“Ow, hyung what was that for?” Siwon asks walking out after him.
Geng says nothing, just keeps walking until he knows for a fact that no one will see them. He turns, pushing Siwon into the wall.
“I don’t like being ignored Siwon.”
“Who does?” Heechul calls as he walks by, soda can in one hand.
Geng takes a second to marvel at how the heavens are working against him. Maybe Siwon has this right and this is his punishment for not going to church. That doesn’t explain why Heechul isn’t being punished, so he pushes that thought away. Still, he has to have done something terrible in his past life to get treated like this.
“Fuck you.” Geng snaps giving up on trying to figure this out. “Get out.”
Heechul whistles low. “Wow, Hannie, what’s got you so worked up? Siwonnie not putting out?”
Han Geng growls. “Out.”
Heechul laughs, but does exactly that. Geng doesn’t know whether he wants to hit his head against the wall or strangle Heechul. He settles for a sigh as he buries his head on Siwon’s shoulder.
“Hyung?” Siwon asks his voice soft as he rubs comforting circles on Geng’s hip. “Are you alright?”
“I’m fine.” Geng says no longer in the mood for anything. “Let’s go back to the others.”
Siwon blinks at him. “Okay.”
Five
China has to be the best thing that has ever happened to Han Geng. In China there is no Heechul to distract him and Siwon. In China, Han Geng can do whatever he wants, whenever he wants, as long as it doesn’t interfere with his almost 24 hours schedule.
It’s the busy schedule that makes it hard for Siwon and Geng to have some alone time together. It’s been way too long since the last time they fell into the soft sheets, too long and that’s why Geng is all worked up in the middle of a show.
He’s sitting next to Siwon who’s just lounging there, like it’s his couch. Han Geng tries to distract himself from Siwon’s legs by talking. Of course, he’s never been a big talker and his hand just sort of unconsciously finds its way on Siwon’s thigh. It slips lower and since he’s already there, Geng takes time to brush his fingers against the inside of Siwon’s thigh.
He gives Siwon points for keeping still, but at least the message gets across. The show finishes almost too quickly and then they’re all piling into the car, waiting to get back to the hotel. Kyuhyun has his eyes closed, head resting on Zhou Mi’s shoulder as the Chinese man sings softly into his ear.
Everyone else is passed out in their seats. Han Geng takes count, watches them all like the anxious mother he’s becoming and forgets for a moment that he has something planned with Siwon. It’s not until everyone is in bed and accounted for that he remembers.
Actually the only reason he remembers is because Siwon pulls him in by the waist, lips brushing the back of Han Geng’s neck.
“I missed you.” Siwon murmurs. “How are you?”
“I’m fine.” Geng answers sighing as Siwon’s hands massage his shoulders.
Massages aren’t supposed to be so erotic, at least not in Geng’s mind. He thinks they should be more relaxing, but then again, he’s never had a massage like this one before. Siwon’s hands are kneading into his shoulders even as his lips brush the side of Geng’s neck.
Geng ends up on his back, exactly where he’s wanted to be all week. Siwon’s pants are loud in his ear, loud just the way he likes them. Those hands at his side are driving him insane. There is no way Han Geng could ever complain about his schedule, not when he gets to have this after.
Siwon’s mouth is working at his stomach, shirt gone somewhere. Siwon’s hands are busy getting rid of Han Geng’s pants, both of them so worked up that it takes a while for either of them to notice the music coming from the bedside table.
“Is that—”
“Yeah.” Han Geng growls.
It’s the Three Bears song blasting from Han Geng’s phone. It’s the ringtone Heechul set up for when he calls. Han Geng sighs and pulls on his pants because that is not sexy no matter which way Sungmin dances it.
“Heechul, what do you want?” he growls as he pulls on his shirt.
“Hello Hannie. You sound kind of angry. Not happy to hear from me? Or was I interrupting something?”
“Fuck you Heechul.” Geng answers all sunshine and rainbows as he flops down on the couch in the living room.
“Stop it.” Heechul says. “Happy sounds weird coming from you and not Seasoning.”
Geng sighs, knows that’s it for the night he has planned. He settles down into the couch, makes himself comfortable and listens to Heechul talk well into the night.
One (this gif is perfect /sobs)
Kangin is talking into the microphone, thanking everyone for their support. The fans are screaming and there are blue balloons everywhere. Han Geng is standing next to Siwon. He’s been standing next to Siwon all night and he’s been doing a good job of ignoring it.
It’s not that he wants to ignore Siwon. It’s just that he knows that if he looks at Siwon now he’s going to lose it way before they get back to the dorms. It’s not really the way Siwon’s dressed, neither the performance, nor anything like that.
It’s more the fact that Siwon is his. It sort of hit him in the middle of their performance, while he was dancing. Heechul and Donghae had both gotten close to Siwon, touching a little too much for Geng’s liking. But, it had been those touches plus the memories of Siwon and Heechul kissing on stage that made him realize what he knew now.
Siwon was his.
No matter who he kissed, who he touched, what he did with anyone else, Siwon was his.
That thought alone, just knowing that at the end of the day Siwon will always come home to him, is enough. Geng just couldn’t look at Siwon after that because he knew that if they happened to catch each other’s eyes, everyone would know. There are just certain things you can’t hide. Certain things you don’t want to hide.
Han Geng chances a glance because he can’t take it anymore. He looks over at Siwon his eyes on that jacket, those arms, then slowly up to that face. Siwon is there, his eyes ready to catch Geng’s. They look at each other, gazes intense, faces serious. There is so much in just that one look, in the way Siwon looks him up and down, almost screaming out his possession.
Eyes expressive without ever being expressive.
Faces set as stone to hide what they’re both feeling.
A shift of heads away so synchronized it’s impossible for anyone to miss the way they just seem to know each other.
It’s language all on its own; everything about that one shared look.
Later at night when Heechul sends everyone off to their rooms early, Han Geng sits with Siwon’s head on his lap. They aren’t saying anything, just sitting there, arms around each other as best as they can. It’s the silence they want tonight. They need no words. Words are impossible with the way they’re feeling.
Siwon shifts first, his eyes meeting Han Geng’s. There is no question there, no regret or sadness. It’s all about conveying a message, one that has always been clear between them, but that maybe they need to be reminded of. It’s Han Geng looking back at Siwon the same way Siwon looks at him.
Eyes so different, but message the same.
It’s in every shift of their bodies, in every rustle of the sheets. It’s there on Siwon’s lips, on Han Geng’s hands. It’s woven into their movements, the way their bodies fit into each other. It’s the connection between what they feel and what they’re doing.
I love you.
It’s everywhere.
I love you.
It’s them.
I tired. OTL
Pairing: shihan with ninja!qmi, also Heechul, Sungmin and Kyu
Genre: fluff, romance, light smut, etc etc just me being sappy and sobbing over my babies
Rating: PG-13
Summary: The title says it all.
Note: because the idea of Heechul cockblocking shihan just seemed perfect to me.
Yeah, I’ve been on a shihan high the whole day. For this I picked my favorite six shihan gifs and had a field day ^^
One
They’re filming for Full House. Siwon is right in front of him and Han Geng can’t quite get the picture of Siwon, sweating after a round of martial arts practice out of his head. He knows how to play it off though. He’s had lots of practice in that particular field.
He’s all smiles and innocent eyes even as Siwon comes close to him, too close for how hot and bothered Geng is, but he can’t say anything. Not unless he wants to scare off Anya and Eva and he doesn’t think their manager would be too happy with that. Not to mention that they’re on camera.
Siwon comes over to him, looks off to the side and Han Geng knows he wants those eyes to look at him. He wants Siwon to know what he’s thinking, what they’re going to do after this is over, what Han Geng wants Siwon to do.
Geng lets his fingers slide over Siwon’s face. He presses lightly so that Siwon looks up even as Han Geng moves that handsome face towards him. Han Geng goes for the eyes because he assumes that’s the best place to look at when you’re trying to communicate just how turned on you are by the mere thought of your partner sweaty and dirty.
Dirty.
Han Geng likes dirty.
He lets his eyes show just how much he wants Siwon even as he smiles. The only problem is that Siwon isn’t really looking at him. Siwon seems more interested in the way Han Geng’s lips curve up into a smile. If Han Geng weren’t so focused on relaying his ever increasingly urgent message then he would have played with this. He might have licked his lips, bitten them, anything really to get Siwon worked up just right.
It just doesn’t work out when Han Geng can already see Siwon, naked and spread out on his bed. Siwon is still young and innocent, so Han Geng forgives him…for now.
---
Han Geng has Siwon’s hand in his as soon as the filming is done. He’s planning on maybe inviting Siwon over to his room, maybe Siwon’s apartment if anything. He doesn’t really have a plan, but just getting anywhere is fine, somewhere with closed doors so that Han Geng can show Siwon just how much he appreciates him.
“Hey, Hankyung, come here.”
Han Geng groans, but turns. “What do you want Heechul?”
Heechul smirks and Han Geng knows that Heechul knows exactly where Han Geng wants to go.
“I want to talk to you.” Heechul says, eyes glinting. “Siwon doesn’t mind, do you Siwonnie?”
“No, hyung, not at all.” Siwon says.
Han Geng wants to punch him. He can’t believe just how dense on man can be, but he can’t exactly shove Siwon up against the wall. There are too many people here. Heechul knows this and Han Geng has no choice but to watch as Siwon walks away.
“He is very good looking.” Heechul says one arm resting on Han Geng’s shoulder. “It’s really a damn shame.”
“Fuck you.”
“You can if you want to.” Heechul says, amusement glinting in those eyes.
“Fuck. You.” Han Geng growls as if repeating it will make anything better.
“The bathroom is that way.” Heechul sings, dancing off after Sungmin.
Han Geng considers murder for the first time that day. He decides against it. He doesn’t think Heechul’s teasing is worth the years in jail.
Two
Han Geng likes admiring Siwon and he’s been doing a lot of that today. The shirt they put Siwon in shows just enough skin for Geng’s imagination. It’s grey and hangs off Siwon just right. Siwon sort of looks pretty today, kind of happy since they’re all out having fun. Han Geng likes the shirt, loves the pants.
Siwon for his part seems to approve of Han Geng’s plain black shirt if the looks he keeps giving Geng when no one else is looking are anything to judge by. They’ve been pretty calm all day though and Han Geng is sort of proud that he hasn’t snapped yet.
They get through their photo shoots with no major setbacks. Everyone is happy. The rest of the group is calm, relaxed. It’s oddly relaxing and Siwon is being extra touchy. Han Geng likes it. He likes the way Siwon twines their fingers together, the way Siwon talks to him, vies for his attention.
Somewhere along the day while Siwon is trying to get his attention, Han Geng thinks that he’s acting a bit like Heechul. He likes it when Siwon pays attention to him. It’s sort of ego boosting, this dating Siwon thing. He has the best looking man in Super Junior, falling over to give him everything he wants. Geng thinks that maybe that’s why Heechul was so angry when Siwon announced, face burning red, that he and Han Geng were dating.
Han Geng likes the dating. He likes how Siwon is so eager to please. And he especially likes how easy Siwon breaks for him. He likes how Siwon will just keep trying to get Geng to show some sort of affection in public, knowing that it won’t happen. Geng just isn’t the type who does public. But, Siwon keeps trying, all the while knowing that as soon as the doors close Geng will show him just the right amount of affection.
And that’s exactly what he’s thinking at exactly the wrong moment.
Siwon is sitting up on the fence, his hands around Han Geng’s shoulders. Geng is leaning into the hug, his hands hanging over Siwon’s thighs, leaning back in between Siwon’s legs in an all not-too-subtle way. Siwon doesn’t say a word and if Han Geng is pressing a little too hard then Siwon isn’t complaining. They both seem pretty calm considering they’re practically on top of each other.
They aren’t the least bit calm on the inside, but they are both amazing at playing off what they’re feeling. The tilt of their heads is the only indication that they both need to get back into a quiet room as soon as possible. Geng needs to feel Siwon on top of him, pressing him into the mattress, the table, at this point anything will do really.
“Okay, done.” Their manager calls.
Siwon pushes Geng away as he jumps down. Then, their fingers are twined and Siwon is pulling Geng away from everyone. Han Geng doesn’t know where exactly they are going, but he’s never been picky. After all, priorities are priorities.
Siwon finds a room with a lock on the door, but Geng forgets the lock, can’t really think about a lock when Siwon’s tongue is down his throat. He’s pressed up against the door, every inch of Siwon’s hard muscled body pressing into him.
There are low moans, some hair pulling and then Siwon angles his hips just right, rubbing in just the right way and Geng has to pull away. Siwon doesn’t stop, his mouth finding Geng’s neck, sucking on the soft skin.
“Can’t leave marks.” Geng gasps grinding back against Siwon.
“hmm.” Siwon answers going back to the side of Han Geng’s face.
Siwon’s mouth is hard against Geng’s, his body hot, almost suffocating. It’s so goddamn perfect that Han Geng wants to drown in it. Siwon’s fingers press into his side as Geng grips Siwon’s belt, tugging him that bit closer.
“Hey Siwonnie? Hankyung?”
The door opens behind Han Geng and both he and Siwon topple over. Han Geng falls flat on his back, Siwon knocking all the air out of his lungs.
“I’m sorry hyung.” Siwon says springing up. “Are you okay?”
Han Geng is still on the floor looking up at Heechul’s knowing face.
“Hannie, what are you doing down there? It’s not dinner time yet.”
“Fuck you.” Han Geng says ignoring Siwon’s quiet reprimand.
“Any time you’re ready.” Heechul winks. “But I don’t think Siwonnie would approve.”
Han Geng lets Siwon pull him up even as he glares holes into Heechul’s smiling face.
Three
Siwon has very nice lips. They’re just the perfect kind of soft for kissing. Han Geng has always liked kissing Siwon, especially when it gets possessive and dirty, the kind of kissing that comes with closed doors and the whisper of sheets.
He can’t really have that kind here in front of the cameras, but Siwon seems to know what he’s thinking. Han Geng is pretty sure there is an ulterior motive to Siwon handing him the gloss. He hadn’t quite figured it out until he had uncapped the thing and had turned to put it in Siwon’s lips.
Han Geng swallows, wondering when his throat went so dry.
There is Siwon, lips pursed, hair falling over his face so that no one but Han Geng can see his eyes, not that Geng is really looking at Siwon’s eyes. Those lips are right there and that’s all Geng can concentrate on as he watches them shimmer with the gloss.
He thinks he smells peaches as he runs the gloss over Siwon’s bottom lip, wondering if their lips will slide easier now that Siwon is all primped. He’s so concentrated on watching Siwon’s lips that he doesn’t even notice the way Siwon is leaning towards him, shoving at his hand to get his attention.
When he looks up, it’s because Siwon’s face is there, lips ready. He leans away, smile ready on his face to play off the way his heart is hammering. Han Geng kind of likes that look in Siwon’s eyes, so knowing, as if he can just tell how much Geng wants to lick that gloss off his lips.
---
It’s much later that Geng finds out just what flavor the gloss on Siwon’s lips is. It’s not peach. It’s more of an orange kind of flavor, like the fruit salads Ryeowook likes to make. It’s good, nice and easy to slide lips over, kind of sticky, but somehow just right.
This time Geng isn’t even the one worked up. It’s Siwon who kisses him until he can’t breathe and then keeps kissing him until Geng’s lips are numb. Geng is just thinking that there has to be more coming when Siwon’s hand dips into the waistband of his pants, fingers brushing against skin.
“I like your hair like this.” Geng sighs fisting his hands in Siwon’s hair. “It’s long.”
“My hair is long.”
Han Geng isn’t the only surprised to see Heechul standing by the door, although he shouldn’t even be surprised. Heechul just has a way of finding himself in the middle of everything.
“Hyung, what are you doing here?” Siwon gasps even as he moves his hands away to a much tamer spot on Geng’s hips.
“Oh me?” Heechul asks. “I just came to find Hannie.”
Han Geng sighs, knows a lost battle when he sees one and goes off with Heechul.
“I hope I wasn’t interrupting anything.” Heechul says, all smiles.
“Fuck you.” Han Geng answers.
Four
Han Geng has been trying to get Siwon’s attention for the past half hour. They aren’t even doing anything, nothing they can’t sneak away from. It’s not even going to take long, not really. Geng just has this sudden urge to have Siwon looking up at him from his knees. Maybe a little rolling around on the floor/couch, whatever is available.
It’s not going to take long, but they still need time and Siwon isn’t working with him. Han Geng can see Heechul grinning at him from the corner of his eyes. Even Kyuhyun’s smirk tells him that he’s being pretty obvious about trying to get Siwon’s attention. Still, he’s not one to quit.
He gives it another go, catching Siwon’s eyes and glancing pointedly at the door. Siwon raises an eyebrow and Geng even tilts his head a bit. All he gets is a confused frown and a laugh from Kangin.
To hell with it, Han Geng thinks at Zhou Mi’s sympathetic smile.
“Siwon.” Han Geng says knowing his voice is giving away everything he hasn’t already. “Siwon, can I talk to you for a bit?”
Siwon looks up, dares to look earnest as he nods. “Of course.”
Geng walks over, his nails digging into Siwon’s skin as he pretends to flick off imaginary dirt.
“Ow, hyung what was that for?” Siwon asks walking out after him.
Geng says nothing, just keeps walking until he knows for a fact that no one will see them. He turns, pushing Siwon into the wall.
“I don’t like being ignored Siwon.”
“Who does?” Heechul calls as he walks by, soda can in one hand.
Geng takes a second to marvel at how the heavens are working against him. Maybe Siwon has this right and this is his punishment for not going to church. That doesn’t explain why Heechul isn’t being punished, so he pushes that thought away. Still, he has to have done something terrible in his past life to get treated like this.
“Fuck you.” Geng snaps giving up on trying to figure this out. “Get out.”
Heechul whistles low. “Wow, Hannie, what’s got you so worked up? Siwonnie not putting out?”
Han Geng growls. “Out.”
Heechul laughs, but does exactly that. Geng doesn’t know whether he wants to hit his head against the wall or strangle Heechul. He settles for a sigh as he buries his head on Siwon’s shoulder.
“Hyung?” Siwon asks his voice soft as he rubs comforting circles on Geng’s hip. “Are you alright?”
“I’m fine.” Geng says no longer in the mood for anything. “Let’s go back to the others.”
Siwon blinks at him. “Okay.”
Five
China has to be the best thing that has ever happened to Han Geng. In China there is no Heechul to distract him and Siwon. In China, Han Geng can do whatever he wants, whenever he wants, as long as it doesn’t interfere with his almost 24 hours schedule.
It’s the busy schedule that makes it hard for Siwon and Geng to have some alone time together. It’s been way too long since the last time they fell into the soft sheets, too long and that’s why Geng is all worked up in the middle of a show.
He’s sitting next to Siwon who’s just lounging there, like it’s his couch. Han Geng tries to distract himself from Siwon’s legs by talking. Of course, he’s never been a big talker and his hand just sort of unconsciously finds its way on Siwon’s thigh. It slips lower and since he’s already there, Geng takes time to brush his fingers against the inside of Siwon’s thigh.
He gives Siwon points for keeping still, but at least the message gets across. The show finishes almost too quickly and then they’re all piling into the car, waiting to get back to the hotel. Kyuhyun has his eyes closed, head resting on Zhou Mi’s shoulder as the Chinese man sings softly into his ear.
Everyone else is passed out in their seats. Han Geng takes count, watches them all like the anxious mother he’s becoming and forgets for a moment that he has something planned with Siwon. It’s not until everyone is in bed and accounted for that he remembers.
Actually the only reason he remembers is because Siwon pulls him in by the waist, lips brushing the back of Han Geng’s neck.
“I missed you.” Siwon murmurs. “How are you?”
“I’m fine.” Geng answers sighing as Siwon’s hands massage his shoulders.
Massages aren’t supposed to be so erotic, at least not in Geng’s mind. He thinks they should be more relaxing, but then again, he’s never had a massage like this one before. Siwon’s hands are kneading into his shoulders even as his lips brush the side of Geng’s neck.
Geng ends up on his back, exactly where he’s wanted to be all week. Siwon’s pants are loud in his ear, loud just the way he likes them. Those hands at his side are driving him insane. There is no way Han Geng could ever complain about his schedule, not when he gets to have this after.
Siwon’s mouth is working at his stomach, shirt gone somewhere. Siwon’s hands are busy getting rid of Han Geng’s pants, both of them so worked up that it takes a while for either of them to notice the music coming from the bedside table.
“Is that—”
“Yeah.” Han Geng growls.
It’s the Three Bears song blasting from Han Geng’s phone. It’s the ringtone Heechul set up for when he calls. Han Geng sighs and pulls on his pants because that is not sexy no matter which way Sungmin dances it.
“Heechul, what do you want?” he growls as he pulls on his shirt.
“Hello Hannie. You sound kind of angry. Not happy to hear from me? Or was I interrupting something?”
“Fuck you Heechul.” Geng answers all sunshine and rainbows as he flops down on the couch in the living room.
“Stop it.” Heechul says. “Happy sounds weird coming from you and not Seasoning.”
Geng sighs, knows that’s it for the night he has planned. He settles down into the couch, makes himself comfortable and listens to Heechul talk well into the night.
One (this gif is perfect /sobs)
Kangin is talking into the microphone, thanking everyone for their support. The fans are screaming and there are blue balloons everywhere. Han Geng is standing next to Siwon. He’s been standing next to Siwon all night and he’s been doing a good job of ignoring it.
It’s not that he wants to ignore Siwon. It’s just that he knows that if he looks at Siwon now he’s going to lose it way before they get back to the dorms. It’s not really the way Siwon’s dressed, neither the performance, nor anything like that.
It’s more the fact that Siwon is his. It sort of hit him in the middle of their performance, while he was dancing. Heechul and Donghae had both gotten close to Siwon, touching a little too much for Geng’s liking. But, it had been those touches plus the memories of Siwon and Heechul kissing on stage that made him realize what he knew now.
Siwon was his.
No matter who he kissed, who he touched, what he did with anyone else, Siwon was his.
That thought alone, just knowing that at the end of the day Siwon will always come home to him, is enough. Geng just couldn’t look at Siwon after that because he knew that if they happened to catch each other’s eyes, everyone would know. There are just certain things you can’t hide. Certain things you don’t want to hide.
Han Geng chances a glance because he can’t take it anymore. He looks over at Siwon his eyes on that jacket, those arms, then slowly up to that face. Siwon is there, his eyes ready to catch Geng’s. They look at each other, gazes intense, faces serious. There is so much in just that one look, in the way Siwon looks him up and down, almost screaming out his possession.
Eyes expressive without ever being expressive.
Faces set as stone to hide what they’re both feeling.
A shift of heads away so synchronized it’s impossible for anyone to miss the way they just seem to know each other.
It’s language all on its own; everything about that one shared look.
Later at night when Heechul sends everyone off to their rooms early, Han Geng sits with Siwon’s head on his lap. They aren’t saying anything, just sitting there, arms around each other as best as they can. It’s the silence they want tonight. They need no words. Words are impossible with the way they’re feeling.
Siwon shifts first, his eyes meeting Han Geng’s. There is no question there, no regret or sadness. It’s all about conveying a message, one that has always been clear between them, but that maybe they need to be reminded of. It’s Han Geng looking back at Siwon the same way Siwon looks at him.
Eyes so different, but message the same.
It’s in every shift of their bodies, in every rustle of the sheets. It’s there on Siwon’s lips, on Han Geng’s hands. It’s woven into their movements, the way their bodies fit into each other. It’s the connection between what they feel and what they’re doing.
I love you.
It’s everywhere.
I love you.
It’s them.
I tired. OTL
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I love you <3
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/pushes you into bed next to Geng
AND NO FUNNY BUSINESS TONIGHT ONLY CUDDLING YOU NEED REST |:
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okay I;m going to bed. Good night. I love you.
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ODFH:SIDF
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AND KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH SOBS MAYBE COHERENCY IN THE MORNING? IDK
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Not as good as Kyuhyunnie's thighs but still om nom nom nom nom nom~no subject
UNF. WANT. WANT WANT WANT WANT. BOTH KYUHYUN'S SEX EYES AND SUNGMIN.no subject
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Heechul the darling cockblock, cockblocking the precious ShiHan XDDDDDD
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IT'S SHIHAN AND THEY ARE ALL KINDS OF PERFECTION IN MY HEAD. THEY MAKE ME SOB LIKE CRAZY AND SPAZZ AND FLAIL AND I LOVE THEM sdjhflkaajfs
heechul <3
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look at that TWO fics
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Perfect.
How do you do that? I want to write a proper comment but I can't because I find no words Q_________Q
Well, maybe I'll. First thing, you did no good job to make me like Heechul. Seriously, WTF, why do I always end up disliking him? Q___Q I REALLY want to like him but people don't let me do it! D: FUCK YOU HEECHUL, JUST LET THEM BE D:
The first gif : WEFVGCHY%T$R#EWRTY^. My favorite. Well, maybe just after the one with SiHan hug during MV shooting. Yeah.
Second gif : DFGBHYT%$#$R%TEY&U*I(O. Q_________________________________________Q /sobs forever
Just get married already, will ya? Q___Q
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He is letting them be. just in his own Heechul-y way. He did send everyone off to sleep when Geng and Siwon wanted to spend time together in that last one.
I love all shihan hugs/hand holdings/smiles sdjfhlaksj all of them!!!!!!!!!!!!1
they are married. I know this for a fact.
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I love you <3333333
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/cuddles
lol heechul the cockblock. XD i can TOTALLY picture tht. :P
omg the sihan wuz soo awesome!! :D i loved it. it wuz hilarious, friggin sexy, and so romantic and fluffy at the end!
btw...i hav such a sihan bias tht i saw all of those gifs. XD
and before i forget...i kno u luv hanchul but PLZ DNT STOP WRITING SIHAN D:
ur one of my FAVORITE sihan writers and i dnt wanna lose u. T.T
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erm, by the way, what is OTL? yes im a noob.
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AS MUCH AS I SHIP HANCHUL THERE IS SOMTHING ABOUT THE SHIHAN HERE THAT IS SO SHIPABLE AND LOVELY AND OMG I LOVE THEM HERE AND HEECHUL TAKES THE CROWN FOR BEING THE COCKBLOCKER BUT THE ENDING, OH MY GAAAAHH THE ENDING THAT'S LIKE THE CAKE TO EVERYTHING BEAUTIFUL AND THE GIF. SOBBLES OH THE GIF THE SHIHAN-NESS OF THE GIF. IT SAYS EVERYTHING AND EVERYTHING THAT'S THERE TO BE SAID. SPAZZING SPAZZING SPAZZING SPAZZING.
I LOVED THIS MOMMY, I LOVED THIS SO MUCH ;_____________________;
SOBBLES AND ROLLS
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I AM TELLING YOU. SHIHAN IS SO PRETTY AND MAKES ME WANT TO SOB FOREVER BECAUSE THEY ARE JUST AMAZING AND PERFECT AND MY HEART HURTS EVER TIME I SEE THEM. I JUST DON'T KNOW ANYMORE. ;_;
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i love you so much and we've upgraded because we're now going to have hanchul shipping babies
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SiHan!!!! <3333
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also heechul is a whole bunch of love XD
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OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
Q___Q this was just FCXDSETUKNHVFDBUGCSSCHOMBG
SiHan is love , hotness , sexiness , fluffness , prefection and %#^*%#^*
Fuck I can't even speak ...
“Oh me?” Heechul asks. “I just came to find Hannie.”
This is really got me LOL , Heechul you innocent cockblocker
I really wanted to kill him , but I mean come on who want to kill a beautiful cockblocker I can't ...
They didn't even get rid if him even in China , that why phones are for right Heenim??
And those gifs are my fav too ..
and baby you should rest , don't exhaste yourself okie ??
So this is SiHan gif for you , which is my fav too clickie (http://upic.me/show/5415310)
Just look at Wonnie's hand God these two killes me *faint*
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will your work is awesome baby ,why won't I like it
Yeah I missed your SiHan fic lately :'(
As you said they are perfect together :)
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I'm glad you liked it. And somehow Heechul's role in this just hit home with me.
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Oh yeah, sure the Sihan is cute and whatever... but if they think that's gonna make me ship them, they've got another thing coming.
:( at least Chul is happy, I guess...
*whines* y u make me read sihaaan :(
I did really enjoy this btw xD I just feel like expressing my distain.
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lol you and shihan. it reminds me of me and sichul.
becauseeeeeeee your icon makes me laugh. and because shihan was just in my face THERE. so you have to deal with it too =\
I like your disdain.
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Either way, this drabble was amazing and the gifs were too. I loved the last gif, every time I see it it's just unf. These two are unf~ Geng is unf. Siwon is unf. Just. ... UNF!
you tried well, don't be OTL *patpat*
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hdfjshdfjka they are just perfect.
lol thanks <3
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They really are~ And you're welcome!
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you're an evil HanChul biased Ana, you want us to scream & ask Geng to freaking say "yes" to Heechul advances 'coz that's what Heechul is actually doing, not cockblocking but making shameless & almost efficient advances
“Fuck you.”
“You can if you want to.” Heechul says, amusement glinting in those eyes.
“Fuck. You.” Han Geng growls as if repeating it will make anything better.
“The bathroom is that way.” Heechul sings, dancing off after Sungmin.
***
“Fuck you.” Han Geng says ignoring Siwon’s quiet reprimand.
“Any time you’re ready.” Heechul winks. “But I don’t think Siwonnie would approve.”
***
“I like your hair like this.” Geng sighs fisting his hands in Siwon’s hair. “It’s long.”
“My hair is long.”
--> you're as shameless as Heechul, you're making me want HanChul just as bad as I want SiHan *sobs*
why are you making it hard for me? :'(
the SiHan/HanChul dilemma is one of the reasons I totally approve of SiHanChul, it's easier for me, for them & everybody is happy
anyway, I'mma spam you with some other SiHan gifs (hoping you'd write me some more)
here we go!
your hand in mine
whispering sweet nothings
I know it's just the angle but for me it's a kiss, any other argument is totally invalid u_u
possessive much Mr.Choi?
Siwon's answer: "Me? meh! not at all!"
subtly...grinding? 8DD
hm I see! so this is what rough Siwon looks like? interesting...
& this because I just don't find the right words <333
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I AM GOING TO FIC EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THOSE GIFS AND BLAME YOU BUT ESPECIALLY THE LAST ONE ;_;
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& let's just blame it on Heechul 'coz he's just unique like that with his uncommon cockblocking ways
and you know now i might have to go and write a shihanchul but FIRST my shihan
O_O SiHanChul? LIKE REALLY? YOU'D DO THAT? \0////////////////////
I'm just gonna stay here quietly like a good little girl waiting for the SiHanChul
and...YES! more SiHan! \0//
do fic these gifs please (that was what the spam was for anyway xD )
*gives you a Heechul icon*
I love you anyways Ana
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Always eternal cockblocking....
like the SiHan titanic scene.,. totaly ruined the moment...
and Loved it :D
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thanks for reading and commenting ^^
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all i gotta say lol