He knows why he’s there, knows why he is going to do this. He knows. He is certain of it. He has it all planned out, all calculated to the last miniscule detail.
OMG!!! *o* NO NO NO NO NO! DON'T DO IT!!! *shaking head*
It is only a matter of time before he does this, before he gives away the last remaining part of himself to the world. He has tried, tried so hard to please them, to give them what they want. He gave up dancing, his passion, his reason to get up every morning. He gave it all away, away because they said that he should be something else, because they said he wasn’t going to be able to do it.
All for them. It has always been about them. Even when he was in school, studying, trying to get good grade, trying to make it better, even then it was always about them. He did it for them, so that they could be proud, so that they could brag about him to the other parents. He did it so that they wouldn’t be ashamed to say that he was their son.
DON'T LISTEN TO THEM! THEY KNOW NOTHING! >.<
But, they never came. No one came. No one opened their arms to him. No one said I will help you, you can do it, I want you to do it. No one offered him the long needed compassion and understanding. No one and he was alone.
THAT'S SO HORRIBLEEEE~ POOR DONGHAE! T__T *squeezing him* Where's Hyukjae to save him?
Jump. It told him. Jump.
Jump and it would be over. Jump and there would be no more pain. Jump and be free.
NOOOO!!! DON'T JUMP YOU IDIOT! DON'T DO IT!!! *yelling hysterically*
He closed his eyes, felt the wind in his hair and knew that on the other side was peace. He took a step back, started the running leap and was so sure it was over when he felt two strong arms around him pulling him back, away from the end, away from his peace.
OMG, THANKS GOD! That's Hyukjae! Tell me it's him! I KNOW IT'S HIM!!!
“Are you crazy!? What the hell did you think you were doing!?”
Donghae opened his eyes and there before him was a stranger. A young man with ebony black hair, milk white skin and a furious look on his face. He was taller Donghae realized as the stranger pulled him to his feet. He was nice Donghae thought as the stranger looked him over and he was good looking, that too.
“Are you hurt? What’s wrong? And what the hell were you thinking?”
That voice, the soft voice of an angel.
Hyukjae! It has to be him!
“I’m not a kid. I’m probably your age.” Donghae answers. “And I’m Donghae.”
“I’m Hyukjae. Just call me Eunhyuk. It makes my life easier.” Eunhyuk says.
HYUKJAE!!! HYUKJAE! HYUKJAE! HYUKJAE! Okay, I have to calm down now. HYUKJAEEEE~!!!
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OMG!!! *o* NO NO NO NO NO! DON'T DO IT!!! *shaking head*
It is only a matter of time before he does this, before he gives away the last remaining part of himself to the world. He has tried, tried so hard to please them, to give them what they want. He gave up dancing, his passion, his reason to get up every morning. He gave it all away, away because they said that he should be something else, because they said he wasn’t going to be able to do it.
All for them. It has always been about them. Even when he was in school, studying, trying to get good grade, trying to make it better, even then it was always about them. He did it for them, so that they could be proud, so that they could brag about him to the other parents. He did it so that they wouldn’t be ashamed to say that he was their son.
DON'T LISTEN TO THEM! THEY KNOW NOTHING! >.<
But, they never came. No one came. No one opened their arms to him. No one said I will help you, you can do it, I want you to do it. No one offered him the long needed compassion and understanding. No one and he was alone.
THAT'S SO HORRIBLEEEE~ POOR DONGHAE! T__T *squeezing him*
Where's Hyukjae to save him?
Jump. It told him. Jump.
Jump and it would be over. Jump and there would be no more pain. Jump and be free.
NOOOO!!! DON'T JUMP YOU IDIOT! DON'T DO IT!!! *yelling hysterically*
He closed his eyes, felt the wind in his hair and knew that on the other side was peace. He took a step back, started the running leap and was so sure it was over when he felt two strong arms around him pulling him back, away from the end, away from his peace.
OMG, THANKS GOD! That's Hyukjae! Tell me it's him! I KNOW IT'S HIM!!!
“Are you crazy!? What the hell did you think you were doing!?”
Donghae opened his eyes and there before him was a stranger. A young man with ebony black hair, milk white skin and a furious look on his face. He was taller Donghae realized as the stranger pulled him to his feet. He was nice Donghae thought as the stranger looked him over and he was good looking, that too.
“Are you hurt? What’s wrong? And what the hell were you thinking?”
That voice, the soft voice of an angel.
Hyukjae! It has to be him!
“I’m not a kid. I’m probably your age.” Donghae answers. “And I’m Donghae.”
“I’m Hyukjae. Just call me Eunhyuk. It makes my life easier.” Eunhyuk says.
HYUKJAE!!! HYUKJAE! HYUKJAE! HYUKJAE!
Okay, I have to calm down now.
HYUKJAEEEE~!!!