I. *bangs head on desk* AM. *bangs head on desk* NOT. *bangs head on desk* VERY. *bangs head on desk* CONFIDENT BUT I LOVE WHAT I DO AND I POST IT ANYWAY EVEN IF I AM NOT CONFIDENT. *stops the banging because I might get a concussion*
=\ eunhae is eunhae. They sorta just float there on their own and make my fics eunhae + Kibum *pats Bummies head* it's like he's always extra :_; *hugs him*
DDDDDDDDDD: *cries* I killed Siwon AGAIN ;_: it's just that if he were alive then what would I do. I would be writing hanchul and Siwon would be looking at me with those eyes of his and that smile and those dimples and I would cave and make it shihan because I just love them to bits. And the shihanchul is always so hard because it screams angst and I am trying to write nice non angsty sihanchul but it isn't working and *rambles* And so to make Siwon and me feel better I went and MADE SURE THAT GENG NEVER EVER FORGETS SIWON AND HE CAN'T BECAUSE SIWON IS THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE AND HE LOVES HIM FOREVER. BUT HEECHUL IS THE LOVE OF HIS UNDEAD LIFE AND JUST SDJFHAHSKJ ;_; i'll work on improving my shihanchul skills. <3 thank you for forgiving me even though your siwon icon is looking at me and going "but I am so irresistible, how could you have killed me?" *bangs head on desk*
wow. that has to be the longest ramble I have ever gone off on...*whistles and walks away*
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=\ eunhae is eunhae. They sorta just float there on their own and make my fics eunhae + Kibum *pats Bummies head* it's like he's always extra :_; *hugs him*
DDDDDDDDDD: *cries* I killed Siwon AGAIN ;_: it's just that if he were alive then what would I do. I would be writing hanchul and Siwon would be looking at me with those eyes of his and that smile and those dimples and I would cave and make it shihan because I just love them to bits. And the shihanchul is always so hard because it screams angst and I am trying to write nice non angsty sihanchul but it isn't working and *rambles* And so to make Siwon and me feel better I went and MADE SURE THAT GENG NEVER EVER FORGETS SIWON AND HE CAN'T BECAUSE SIWON IS THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE AND HE LOVES HIM FOREVER. BUT HEECHUL IS THE LOVE OF HIS UNDEAD LIFE AND JUST SDJFHAHSKJ ;_; i'll work on improving my shihanchul skills. <3 thank you for forgiving me even though your siwon icon is looking at me and going "but I am so irresistible, how could you have killed me?" *bangs head on desk*
wow. that has to be the longest ramble I have ever gone off on...*whistles and walks away*