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My Name is Kangin (part 3)
A/N: Here is the last part guys! I am so happy with all the support I have received and thank you for all the comments!
"Min?" he called softly, but once Sungmin turned his eyes on him he knew it would be very hard to do what he had to do. "Min." he said again, but Sungmin held up a hand to silence him.
"Don’t. I already know what you’re going to say. I’m not stupid and I’m tired." Sungmin sighed. “Just do me a favor. Don’t let Leeteuk-sshi cry. Ever. Make him smile again because he deserves it."
"Min, I...I don’t know what to say." Kangin started.
"Then don’t say anything and just go."
"Thank you." Kangin said pulling Sungmin into a hug and placing a kiss on his forehead. Sungmin moved away and waved him off, turning his head so that Kangin wouldn’t see the tears that rolled down his cheeks. But Kangin was gone.
***
He ran down the steps and into Leeteuk’s dorm in record time. He was almost to Leeteuk’s room when he realized that the only people he could see were Donghae and Eunhyuk.
"Where did everyone go?" he asked.
"To sleep at the other dorm. But I think Leeteuk is in his room." Donghae said looking up.
"Yeah, he’s with Yesung. I don’t think he’s feeling well again." Eunhyuk said taking a bite of Donghae’s food.
"But Yesung always makes him smile." Donghae added trying to stuff Eunhyuk's face with food
and failing. Kangin left them finally understanding what that feeling was that made his blood biol. He was jealous, jealous that Yesung was spending so much time with Leeteuk, jealous that Leeteuk had looked for comfort in other arms. And still he walked to Leeteuk’s room, but before he could knock the door opened. He took a step back as Yesung stepped out closing the door behind him.
"Ah Kangin-sshi, did you come looking for Leeteuk?" Yesung asked looking sideways at him.
"No!" Kangin answered, too quickly.
"Of course you didn’t." Yesung said walking past him. “but Leeteuk-sshi has been asking for you. He wishes there was some way he could tell you what he feels. Of course you wouldn’t know that would you?" Kangin stood frozen. He couldn’t move. Everything he had wanted was so close. All he had to do was open the door. He took a deep breath and opened the door. Leeteuk was sitting on his bed with his head in his hands. The moonlight shone on his hair. The whole scene before him was so heartbreaking that Kangin couldn’t say anything.
"Yesungie, I told you I would be fine. Go to sleep." Leeteuk called from his hands. Kangin reached behind him and locked the door.
"I would Leeteuk, but I’m not Yesung." Kangin saw Leeteuk freeze. He watched as Leeteuk raised his face from his hands and couldn’t help the sudden tightness in his chest as he noticed the tear tracks on the leader's face.
"What are you doing?" the question woke up Kangin. He had been reaching for Leeteuk’s face, but he hadn’t even noticed when he moved from the door.
"Don’t cry." Kangin whispered, his voice hoarse. His eyes locked with Leeteuk as he moved forward.
"Don’t." that one word uttered with such heartbreaking pain was enough to stop Kangin
He looked into the dark eyes he had only dreamt about and felt himself drowning.
"I don’t want to stop." he whispered, his voice low and deep."I don’t want to let go."
"Sungmin..." Leeteuk managed to whisper as Kangin's hand folded into his hair.
"My name is Kangin." he answered as their lips came together.
***
Yesung walked out of the dorm a few days later. He was so tired of all the happiness.
Leeteuk and Kangin were too much to stomach sometimes. He made his way to the roof knowing that Sungmin would be there. Leeteuk had thanked him over a hundred times for helping him and Kangin get together. He had confessed to trying to make Kangin jealous, but he had kept another part to himself. He let Leeteuk and Kangin think what they wanted. But his intentions had never been to get Leeteuk and Kangin together. His intention from the very beginning had been to separate Kangin and Sungmin. Yesung opened the door to the roof and stepped outside.
Sungmin was leaning against the far wall and looking at the stars. Yesung strode over and turned Sunman’s head so that they were looking at each other.
"Min?" Yesung said loving the wide eyed look Sungmin turned on him."Don't be sad. You look better when you smile." and with that, he pressed their lips together.
A/N: Hope you liked it! Please let me know what you thought!
"Min?" he called softly, but once Sungmin turned his eyes on him he knew it would be very hard to do what he had to do. "Min." he said again, but Sungmin held up a hand to silence him.
"Don’t. I already know what you’re going to say. I’m not stupid and I’m tired." Sungmin sighed. “Just do me a favor. Don’t let Leeteuk-sshi cry. Ever. Make him smile again because he deserves it."
"Min, I...I don’t know what to say." Kangin started.
"Then don’t say anything and just go."
"Thank you." Kangin said pulling Sungmin into a hug and placing a kiss on his forehead. Sungmin moved away and waved him off, turning his head so that Kangin wouldn’t see the tears that rolled down his cheeks. But Kangin was gone.
***
He ran down the steps and into Leeteuk’s dorm in record time. He was almost to Leeteuk’s room when he realized that the only people he could see were Donghae and Eunhyuk.
"Where did everyone go?" he asked.
"To sleep at the other dorm. But I think Leeteuk is in his room." Donghae said looking up.
"Yeah, he’s with Yesung. I don’t think he’s feeling well again." Eunhyuk said taking a bite of Donghae’s food.
"But Yesung always makes him smile." Donghae added trying to stuff Eunhyuk's face with food
and failing. Kangin left them finally understanding what that feeling was that made his blood biol. He was jealous, jealous that Yesung was spending so much time with Leeteuk, jealous that Leeteuk had looked for comfort in other arms. And still he walked to Leeteuk’s room, but before he could knock the door opened. He took a step back as Yesung stepped out closing the door behind him.
"Ah Kangin-sshi, did you come looking for Leeteuk?" Yesung asked looking sideways at him.
"No!" Kangin answered, too quickly.
"Of course you didn’t." Yesung said walking past him. “but Leeteuk-sshi has been asking for you. He wishes there was some way he could tell you what he feels. Of course you wouldn’t know that would you?" Kangin stood frozen. He couldn’t move. Everything he had wanted was so close. All he had to do was open the door. He took a deep breath and opened the door. Leeteuk was sitting on his bed with his head in his hands. The moonlight shone on his hair. The whole scene before him was so heartbreaking that Kangin couldn’t say anything.
"Yesungie, I told you I would be fine. Go to sleep." Leeteuk called from his hands. Kangin reached behind him and locked the door.
"I would Leeteuk, but I’m not Yesung." Kangin saw Leeteuk freeze. He watched as Leeteuk raised his face from his hands and couldn’t help the sudden tightness in his chest as he noticed the tear tracks on the leader's face.
"What are you doing?" the question woke up Kangin. He had been reaching for Leeteuk’s face, but he hadn’t even noticed when he moved from the door.
"Don’t cry." Kangin whispered, his voice hoarse. His eyes locked with Leeteuk as he moved forward.
"Don’t." that one word uttered with such heartbreaking pain was enough to stop Kangin
He looked into the dark eyes he had only dreamt about and felt himself drowning.
"I don’t want to stop." he whispered, his voice low and deep."I don’t want to let go."
"Sungmin..." Leeteuk managed to whisper as Kangin's hand folded into his hair.
"My name is Kangin." he answered as their lips came together.
***
Yesung walked out of the dorm a few days later. He was so tired of all the happiness.
Leeteuk and Kangin were too much to stomach sometimes. He made his way to the roof knowing that Sungmin would be there. Leeteuk had thanked him over a hundred times for helping him and Kangin get together. He had confessed to trying to make Kangin jealous, but he had kept another part to himself. He let Leeteuk and Kangin think what they wanted. But his intentions had never been to get Leeteuk and Kangin together. His intention from the very beginning had been to separate Kangin and Sungmin. Yesung opened the door to the roof and stepped outside.
Sungmin was leaning against the far wall and looking at the stars. Yesung strode over and turned Sunman’s head so that they were looking at each other.
"Min?" Yesung said loving the wide eyed look Sungmin turned on him."Don't be sad. You look better when you smile." and with that, he pressed their lips together.
A/N: Hope you liked it! Please let me know what you thought!