Ryeowook looked at him. There was a strange look in his eyes. It was almost nostalgic, almost yearning.
“I miss how you could always read me so well Yesung.”
Yesung smiled despite himself. “You’re not that hard to read Wookie.”
They were silent for a second. Yesung knew what was going to happen. He knew the minute Jessica told him that she was going to New York. He knew what he had to do, what Wookie wanted to do, what Jessica wanted. He knew even before Ryeowook did, that he had to tell him.
“She wants you to go after her.” Yesung said.
Ryeowook laughed. “I want to Yesung. I really do, but I have to go. My parents are moving. America, can you believe it? America? Of all the places in the world they had to go and pick the one that is furthest from her.”
“She’s going to New York.” Yesung continued hoping that he was doing the right thing.
He saw the look in Ryeowook’s eyes and knew he had done the right thing.
“Thank you. Thank you so much Yesung. And I am so—”
“Don’t be.” Yesung smiled. “Just promise me that you’ll be happy and that you won’t hold back anymore. Promise me that you’ll finally let yourself feel what you didn’t want to feel with me.”
He swallowed past the lump in his throat as Ryeowook came to him. They looked at each other and Yesung knew that he could never hate Ryeowook. He couldn’t and that’s why he let Wookie hug him.
“Goodbye.” Wookie said letting him go. “Be happy with Siwon please.”
Yesung nodded. He watched Ryeowook walk out the door. Was he sad? Yes. Did he wish Ryeowook could stay? Maybe. Did he want Ryeowook to be happy? Yes. Always yes.
I'M CRYING AND WHIMPERING AND MY DOOR IS OPEN AND MY MOM PROBABLY HASN'T LEFT FOR WORK YET AND SHE'S PROBABLY JUST OUTSIDE WONDERING WHAT THE HELL I'M CRYING AND WHIMPERING ABOUT BUT OMG :'DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I REALLY THINK I'M SERIOUSLY GOING TO LET TEARS FALL FOR THIS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS IT'S CRAZY.
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Ryeowook looked at him. There was a strange look in his eyes. It was almost nostalgic, almost yearning.
“I miss how you could always read me so well Yesung.”
Yesung smiled despite himself. “You’re not that hard to read Wookie.”
They were silent for a second. Yesung knew what was going to happen. He knew the minute Jessica told him that she was going to New York. He knew what he had to do, what Wookie wanted to do, what Jessica wanted. He knew even before Ryeowook did, that he had to tell him.
“She wants you to go after her.” Yesung said.
Ryeowook laughed. “I want to Yesung. I really do, but I have to go. My parents are moving. America, can you believe it? America? Of all the places in the world they had to go and pick the one that is furthest from her.”
“She’s going to New York.” Yesung continued hoping that he was doing the right thing.
He saw the look in Ryeowook’s eyes and knew he had done the right thing.
“Thank you. Thank you so much Yesung. And I am so—”
“Don’t be.” Yesung smiled. “Just promise me that you’ll be happy and that you won’t hold back anymore. Promise me that you’ll finally let yourself feel what you didn’t want to feel with me.”
He swallowed past the lump in his throat as Ryeowook came to him. They looked at each other and Yesung knew that he could never hate Ryeowook. He couldn’t and that’s why he let Wookie hug him.
“Goodbye.” Wookie said letting him go. “Be happy with Siwon please.”
Yesung nodded. He watched Ryeowook walk out the door. Was he sad? Yes. Did he wish Ryeowook could stay? Maybe. Did he want Ryeowook to be happy? Yes. Always yes.
I'M CRYING AND WHIMPERING AND MY DOOR IS OPEN AND MY MOM PROBABLY HASN'T LEFT FOR WORK YET AND SHE'S PROBABLY JUST OUTSIDE WONDERING WHAT THE HELL I'M CRYING AND WHIMPERING ABOUT BUT OMG :'DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I REALLY THINK I'M SERIOUSLY GOING TO LET TEARS FALL FOR THIS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS IT'S CRAZY.
/GLOMPS YOU WITH A MILLION HUGS AND KISSES AND RAINBOWS AND UNICORNS AND BUTTERFLIES AND FAIRIES AND ZHOU MI IN BOOTS <3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333