you know what i mean

Jul. 24th, 2017 11:34 pm
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[personal profile] caseus
Summary: The only reason Zacharias was going back to Hogwarts was because Anthony Goldstein had Owled him that he would, that McGonagall had told him that they were going to have Quidditch for the next year, and that Ravenclaw was going to beat Hufflepuff for the Quidditch Cup.

Char/Pair: Anthony/Zacharias

Genre: romance/slash

Rating: PG-13

A/N: For [personal profile] memorde for the advent calendar, and also for her bday (to be posted on 9/10). Don't know how this ended up so long.

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sasunaru is otp

Jul. 20th, 2017 04:18 pm
caseus: (sleepyhead)
[personal profile] caseus
Summary: It is not Dustin's this time, but Eduardo's fault, when they get into Naruto.

Char/Pair: Eduardo/Mark (pre-slash, hint towards it happening towards the end), shameless Sasuke/Naruto shipping, shameless criticism of other Naruto ships, you have been warned

Genre: humor

Rating: PG-13

A/N: for [personal profile] shouyous for the advent calendar. what did you expect.

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something so sentimental

Jul. 20th, 2017 08:05 am
caseus: (sleepyhead)
[personal profile] caseus
Summary: Ginny's not a single color, but a rainbow, while the rest of the world is inside her, is made up of her.

Char/Pair: Luna/Ginny

Genre: romance/femmeslash, fluff

Rating: G

A/N: for [profile] petitene for the advent calendar. (done early)

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the leaves are falling

Jul. 18th, 2017 10:11 pm
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[personal profile] caseus
Summary: Chase keeps Raimundo and Jack prisoner.

Char/Pair: Raimundo/Chase, Raimundo/Chase/Jack

Genre: i don't know. um. porn? slash? threesome? no romance

Rating: NC-17

A/N: This is a super problematique thing I started in 2012, but I finally finished it, so... clearly you know where my priorities are. Originally requested by Nacho.

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the anxiety of being separated

Jul. 18th, 2017 09:10 pm
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[personal profile] caseus
Summary: There's this Mark, and then there's the other Mark. Eduardo wants both of them.

Char/Pair: Mark/Eduardo, Mark/Mark, Mark/Mark/Eduardo, YEP YOU ARE READING THIS RIGHT

Genre: romance/slash, porn, with some plot, but not a lot

Rating: NC-17

A/N: written early for Cathy for the advent calendar. This may have had more plot once, but it's really just a buttload of porn with some pretend-plot on the side. And some discussion of insecurities, but not a lot.

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The Power of a Smile

Jul. 18th, 2017 08:12 am
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Title: The Power of a Smile
Author: Eustacia Vye
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Pairing: Draco/Ginny
Notes: This is written for the 2017 D/G Forum Exchange on, but Real Life conspired so that I wasn't actually part of the exchange. So I just grabbed a prompt to write, because it's been aaaaaaaaaaaaages since I've written these two together.
Prompt: Ginny has been put under a curse of some kind. Draco is the only one who can break it. Feel free to go a little off-canon with the magic here, because the curse should be enduring in some kind of way. In other words, something bigger and harder to break than a Leg-Locker Curse, for example. More on the lighthearted side rather than something dark, but there can be serious moments as well.
Summary: Ginny thought she was good enough to avoid curses while working as an archaeologist. When cursed, she needed the help of the best curse breaker to get her sight back. Her brother was too upset to do it, so his assistant Draco Malfoy had to step up to do the job.

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Jul. 15th, 2017 10:26 am
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Journaling is one of the things I dread these days (among other things), so we'll see how this goes.

I finished my stint of intensive group therapy/DBT yesterday. It was... an interesting experience, to say the least. It was nice to be in an environment where mostly we talked about our mental health (the people there had a lot more problems than I did, tbh, but we always brought the conversation back to MI) because that's all I feel like I can focus on these days. And it's not really a focus than it is just the only thing I want to talk about and spend my time thinking about. Writing in particular has been hard for me lately, but not writing has also been hard.

But anyway, on the topic of group therapy - it's structured in a way where we learn different things every day, and I also meet with a therapist, and a psychiatrist during my time there. I had to get driven by the van since my mom has work and I don't have a car, which is pretty uneventful. I liked my psychiatrist, although I'm on a lot more meds and I don't know how effective they are. It's only been a few weeks, though - this is my current list of medications:
  • Neurontin, 200mg
  • Wellbutrin, 100mg
  • Abilify, 2.5mg
  • and Benadryl for sleep
After a bad episode a couple of weeks ago, I got off the risperidal. My normal psychiatrist wanted me on Seroquel, but the psychiatrist at the group therapy place wanted me to take something that was less sedating, hence the Abilify.

She also diagnosed me, heavily suggested that I have ADHD - so my mom and I have been looking to make appointments to get an official diagnosis of that, so I have an appointment coming up in the beginning of August - and also diagnosed me with "unspecified anxiety" and schizoaffective disorder. Honestly, I've been self-dxing myself with schizoaffective for a while now, so it's actually extremely assuring that I now have a professional's opinion. I'm really antsy about the appointment with the next (fourth) psychiatrist coming up for the ADHD - she diagnoses more than that, like any other psychiatrist, and basically I'm always paranoid that I'll forget my symptoms or lie or downplay them and get someone who thinks I'm neurotypical or have something I don't have. I forget my symptoms all the time (which is apparently a symptom of schizoaffective anyway?) and my brain just feels like a mess all the time. What can you do.

But yeah, mental health has been... a trip for the past few weeks. Not to mention that I'm still working on my advent calendar even though I did want to give myself a break, but I also have no creative energy or motivation so it feels like I'm stuck in the middle of wanting to be productive and a complete inability to be. It's really annoying.


Jul. 13th, 2017 05:58 pm
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[personal profile] aroceu
This is a list of fic that I wouldn't necessarily call my best (because what is objectivity), but more on the side of my favorites, except more coalesced and excluding original fiction, since I'm not posting that on the internet anymore. Put simply, it's the list of "if I wanted you to read my own fic, this is where I'd like you to begin" because, I mean, I have a lot of stories on my AO3 and it can be hard to navigate. And while all the fics I have up are there for one reason or another, sometimes my fics are simply better than others, you know?

It's important for me to note that I mostly write short-form fic, though it's not my specialty, just a commonality (and, if we're being honest, a comfort zone.) I am capable and have written long-form fic before, and this list is a decent mixture of both, I like to think.

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